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Serve the Servants
Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold
If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at salem's lot
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I had a dad
I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven't thought before
Serve the servants - Oh no (x4)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
Serve the servants - Oh no (x7)
That legendary divorce is such a bore
Scentless Apprentice
Like most babies smell like butter
His smell smelled like no other
He was born scentless and senseless
He was born a scentless apprentice
Go away - get away, get a-way
Every wet nurse refused to feed him
Electrolytes smell like semen
I promise not to sell your perfumed secrets
There are countless formulas for pressing flowers
Go away - get away, get a-way
I lie in the soll and fertilize mushrooms
Leaking out gas fumes are made into perfume
You can't fire me because I quit!
Throw me in the fire and I won't throw a fit
Go away - get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get a-way
Heart-Shaped Box
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back (Alt: ... when you turn black)
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! (Alt: Hate! Haight!)
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left back
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back (Alt: ... when you turn black)
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice (x3)
Rape Me
Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again
I'm not the only one (x4)
Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me my friend
I'm not the only one (x4)
My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn
Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again
I'm not the only one (x4)
Rape me! (x9)
Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle
It's so relieving
To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
It's so relaxing
To hear that you're asking wherever you get your way
It's so soothing
To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same
I miss the comfort in being sad (x3)
In her false witness, we hope you're still with us,
To see if they float or drown
Our favorite patient, a display of patience,
Disease-covered Puget Sound
She'll come back as fire, to burn all the liars,
And leave a blanket of ash on the ground
I miss the comfort in being sad (x3)
It's so relieving
To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
It's so relaxing
To know that you're asking wherever you get your way
It's so soothing
To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same
I miss the comfort in being sad (x3)
Dumb
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy (x3)
My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover
Have a hangover (x3)
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
My day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy (x3)
I think I'm dumb (x12)
Very Ape
I am buried up to my neck in
Contradictionary flies
I take pride as the king of illiterature
I'm very ape and very nice
If you ever need anything please don't
Hesitate to ask someone else first
I'm too busy acting like I'm not naive
I've seen it all, I was here first
Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into the dirt
If you ever need anything please don't
Hesitate to ask someone else first
I'm too busy acting like I'm not naive
I've seen it all, I was here first
(x2)
Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into the dirt
Milk It
I am my own parasite
I don't need a host to live
We feed off of each other
We can share our endorphins
Doll steak!
Test meat!
Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
I own my own pet virus
I get to pet and name her
Her milk is my shit
My shit it is her milk
Test meat!
Doll steak!
Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
Doll steak!
Test meat!
Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
Protector of the kennel
Ecto-plasma, Ecto-skeletal
Obituary every birthday
Your scent is still here in my place of recovery!
Pennyroyal Tea
I'm on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
Give me a Leonard Cohen afterworld
So I can sigh eternally
I'm so tired I can't sleep
I'm a liar and a thief
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry-flavored antacids
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
Radio Friendly Unit Shifter
- Hmmmmmm ... I just wanna know ... do you like me?
{ This is whispered in the beginning }
Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key
I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with ciggarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns
What is wrong with me (x3)
I'm gonna do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke
I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with ciggarette burns
Second-rate third degree burns
What is wrong with me (x2)
What do I think of me ?
Hate, hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth
What is wrong with me (x3)
What do I think of me ?
Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key
(x2)
What is wrong with me (x3)
What do I think of me ?
tourette's
- Moderate Rock!
Mayday every day, in my heart.
Could've had a heart attack, in my heart.
We don't know anything, in my heart.
We all want something fair, in my heart.
Hey!
Hey!
Heyyyyyyy! (x3)
Out of town, out of sight, is my heart.
Queen of lies, everyday, in my heart.
My heart, one more on the phone, my heart.
One more at the phone, at my heart
Hey!
Hey!
Heyyyyyyyyyyy! (x2)
Mean heart, cold heart, cold heart, cold heart
Cold heart, cold heart, cold heart, cold heart!
Uhhhhhhh!
Other interpretations possible.
All Apologies
What else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
Buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married, Maried, Maried!
Buried!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
All in all is all we are (x20)
Gallons Of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through The Strip
It hurts when you have to press that dull little thing
That you're only supposed to use once and then discard
Where do you put it? In the garbage can, my honest friend
My shyness, pet her flow
She's only been five months late, even though we haven't had sex for a week
A meal a day, a meal, I say
And my heart's made my ...
Somebody else already used the word 'aurora-borealis'
She was tied up in chains, and Sam had helped her in the freezer
She's only five weeks late, but I haven't had a date forever ...
Ever ... ever ... forever!
Wish I had more ... more opportunity,
More chances to remember some things
So I couldn't have so much pressure on my ...
On my ... on my, um ... ah, on my ... um ... um ... head
We'd have so much more diversity,
And so much more input, so much more creative flow,
If we had someone in school, a 'GIT' ...
GIT ... geeks ... in ... town.
Ha! ... Come on, Dave, think of one ... !
Girls with trouble
It should be GIC, geeks with charvels
No, GWC, fuck man this is a waste of time ...
{laughs}
One more solo? Yeahhhhhhhhh! Yeaaaahhhhh!
You're personally responsible for ...
The entire strip ... to be washed away ...
Cleansed ... as if gallons of, um, rubbing alcohol
Flowed through the strip and were set on fire.
It didn't just singe the hair, it made it straight.
And then Perry Ellis came along with his broom,
And his ... silk ...
And he ... he erected a beautiful city ...
A city of stars.
Smells Like Teen Spirit
Load up on guns and bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over bored and self assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word
Hello, hello, hello, how low? (x3)
Hello, hello, hello!
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
Yay! (x3)
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
Hello, hello, hello, how low? (x3)
Hello, hello, hello!
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
Yay! (x3)
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it's hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
Hello, hello, hello, how low? (x3)
Hello, hello, hello!
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
A denial! (x9)
In Bloom
Sell the kids for food
-- weather changes moods
Spring is here again
-- reproductive glands
Hey - He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Don't know what it means, when I say:
He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means when I say aahh ...
We can have some more -- nature is a whore
Bruises on the fruit -- tender age in bloom
Hey - He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Don't know what it means, when I say:
He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means when I say aahh ...
He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it mean's when I say:
He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he knows not what it means
Knows not what it means (x2)
Knows not what it means when I say aahh ...
Come As You Are
Come as you are, as you were,
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy.
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late.
Take a rest, as a friend, as an old memoria
Memoria (x3)
Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend, as an old memoria
Memoria (x3)
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun (x2)
Memoria (x3)
Memoria - and I don't have a gun
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun (x4)
Memoria (x2)
Breed
I don't care (x5)
Care if I'm old
I don't mind (x5)
Mind, don't have a mind
Get away (x4)
Away, away from your home
I'm afraid (x5)
Afraid, afraid of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I don't mean to stare
We don't have to breed
We could plant a house
We could build a tree
I don't even care
We could have all three
She said (x8)
I don't care (x5)
Care if I'm old
I don't mind (x5)
Mind, I don't have a mind
Get away (x4)
Away, away from your home
I'm afraid (x4)
Afraid, afraid of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I don't mean to stare
We don't have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I don't even care
We could have all three
She said (x8)
Even if you have
Even if you need
I don't mean to stare
We don't have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I don't even care
We could have all three
She said (x8)
She said .. good!
Lithium
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've found god
Hey, hey hey (x6)
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is good
Hey, hey hey (x6)
(x2)
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
'Cause I've found god
Hey, hey hey (x6)
(x2)
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
Note: On the handwritten lyrics that Kurt Cobain wrote, he marked
the chorus as "Hey" and not "Yeah". That's what's also been reflected here,
even though most would argue that the word "Yeah" is present in the song.
Polly
Polly wants a cracker
I think I should get off her first
I think she wants some water
To put out the blow torch
It isn't me
We have some seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
I want some help
To please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
I promise you
I have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
I want some help
To please myself
Polly wants a cracker
Maybe she would like some food
She asks me to untie her
A chase would be nice for a few
It isn't me
We have some seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
I want some help
To please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
I promise you
I have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
I want some help
To please myself
Polly said
Polly says her back hurts
And she's just as bored as me
She caught me off my guard
It amazes me, the will of instinct
It isn't me
We have some seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
I want some help
To please myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
I promise you
I have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't cut yourself
I want some help
To please myself
Territorial Pissings
"Come on people now, smile on your brother and
everybody get together, try to love one another right now"
When I was an alien, cultures weren't opinions
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when I'm here
Gotta find a way - a better way - I had better wait
Never met a wise man, if so it's a woman
(x2)
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when I'm here
Gotta find a way - a better way - I had better wait
"Just because you're paranoid, don't mean they're not after you"
(x4)
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when I'm here
Gotta find a way - a better way - I had better wait
Drain You
One baby to another says -
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
I like you
With eyes so dialated,
I've become your pupil
You've taught me everything
Without a poison apple
The water is so yellow, I'm a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful -
Vacuum out the fluids
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
I like you
You (x5)
One baby to another says -
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
Sloppy lips to lips
You're my vitamins
I'm like you
Lounge Act
Truth - covered in security
I can't let you smother me
I'd like to, but it couldn't work
Trading off and taking turns
I don't regret a thing
And I've got this friend, you see
Who makes me feel and I
Wanted more than I could steal
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to prove I still
I still smell her on you
Don't - tell me what I wanna hear
Afraid of never knowing fear
Experience anything you need
I'll keep fighting jealousy
Until it's fucking gone
And I've got this friend, you see
Who makes me feel and I
Wanted more than I could steal
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to prove I still
I still smell her on you
Truth! - covered in security
I can't let you smother me
I'd like to but it couldn't work
Trading off and taking turns
I don't regret a thing
And I've got this friend, you see
Who makes me feel and I
Wanted more than I could steal
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to make you a deal
We've made a pact to learn from who
Ever we want without new rules
We'll share what's lost and what we grew
They'll go out of their way
To prove they still
Still smell her on you (x3)
Stay Away
Monkey see, monkey do
I don't know why I'd - rather be dead than cool
I don't know why - every line ends in rhyme
I don't know why - less is more, love is blind
I don't know why
Stay
Stay away (x3)
Give an inch, take a smile
I don't know why - fashion shits, fashion style
I don't know why - throw it out and keep it in
I don't know why - have to have poison skin
I don't know why
Stay
Stay away (x3)
I don't why (x2)
Stay
Stay away (x3)
Monkey see, monkey do
I don't know why I'd - rather be dead than cool
I don't know why - every line ends in rhyme
I don't know why - less is more, love is blind
I don't know why
Stay
Stay away (x3)
I don't know why (x2)
Stay
Stay away (x3)
Stay away (x5)
God is gay!
On A Plain
I'll start this off without any words
I got so high that I scratched 'til I bled
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
The finest day that I ever had
Was when I learned to cry on command
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
I'm on a plain
I can't complain
I'm on a plain
My mother died every night
It's safe to say, don't quote me on that
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
The black sheep got blackmailed again
Forgot to put on the zip code
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
I'm on a plain
I can't complain
I'm on a plain
Somewhere I have heard this before
In a dream my memory has stored
As a defense I'm neutered and spayed
What the hell am I trying to say?
It is now time to make it unclear
To write off lines that don't make sense
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
And one more special message to go
And then I'm done, then I can go home
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
(x5)
I'm on a plain
I can't complain
Something In The Way
Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
And the animals I've trapped
Have all become my pets
And I'm living off of grass
And the drippings from the ceiling
It's okay to eat fish
'Cause they don't have any feelings
(x3)
Something in the way, mmm
Something in the way, yeah, mmm
Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
And the animals I've trapped
Have all become my pets
And I'm living off of grass
And the drippings from the ceiling
It's okay to eat fish
'Cause they dont't have any feelings
(x4)
Something in the way, mmm
Something in the way, yeah, mmm
Endless, Nameless
Silence
Here I am
Here I am
Silent
Bright and clear
It's what I am
I have
Died
Mother (x4)
Death
With violence
Excitement
Right here
Died
Go to hell
Here I am
Right here
Ow!
No mas (x4)
Death
Is what I am
Go to hell
Go to jail
In back of that
Crime
Here I am
Take a chance
Dead!
Die!
S BLEACHA
Blew
If you wouldn't mind, I would like it blew
If you wouldn't mind, I would like to lose
If you wouldn't care, I would like to leave
If you wouldn't mind, I would like to breathe
Is there another reason for your stain
Could you believe who we knew was stress or strain?
Here is another word that rhymes with shame
If you wouldn't mind, I would like it blew
If you wouldn't mind, I would like to lose
If you wouldn't care, I would like to leave
If you wouldn't mind, I would like to breathe
(x2)
Is there another reason for your stain
Could you believe who we knew was stress or strain?
Here is another word that rhymes with shame
(x8)
You could do anything
Floyd the Barber
Bell on door clanks - come on in
Floyd observes my hairy chin
Sit down [in the] chair, don't be afraid
Steamed hot towel on my face
I'm ashamed (x3)
Barney ties me to the chair
I can't see, I'm really scared
Floyd breathes hard, I hear a zip
Pee-Pee pressed against my lips
I was shamed (x3)
I sense others in the room
Opie Aunt Bee, I presume
They take turns and cut me up
I die smothered in Andy's clutch
I was shamed (x3)
Corrected in accordance with the Kurt Cobain 'Journals' book.
About a Girl
I need an easy friend
I do with an ear to lend
I don't think you fit this shoe
I do won't you have a clue
I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
Free
I do
I'm standing in your line
I do hope you have the time
I do pick a number too
I do keep a date with you
I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
Free
I need an easy friend
I do with an ear to lend
I do think you fit this shoe
I do won't you have a clue
I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every night
No, I can't see you every night
Free
I do ... (x4)
School
(x4)
Won't you believe it
It's just my luck
(x3)
No recess
(x4)
Won't you believe it
It's just my luck
(x3)
No recess
(x8)
You're in high school again
(x7)
No recess
Love Buzz
Would you believe me when I tell you
You are the queen of my heart
Please don't deceive me when I hurt you
Just ain't the way it seems
(x4)
Can you feel my love buzz?
Would you believe me when I do you
You are the queen of my heart
Please don't deceive me when I hurt you
Just ain't the way it seems
(x4)
Can you feel my love buzz?
Originally by Shocking Blue. Written by Robbie Van Leeuwen.
Paper Cuts
When I'm feeling tired
She pushed food through the door
And I crawl towards the crack of light
Sometimes I can't find my way
Newspapers spread around
Soaking all that they can
A cleaning is due again
- a good hosing down
The lady whom I feel maternal love for
Cannot look me in the eyes
But I see hers and they are blue
And they cock and twitch and masturbate!
I said so (x3)
Nirvana (x6)
Black windows of paint
I scratched with my nails
I see others just like me
Why do they not try to escape?
They bring out the older ones
They point in my way
They come with a flash of light
And take my family away
And very later I have learned
To accept some friends of ridicule
My whole existence is for your amusement
And that is why I'm here with you!
To take
Me with
You're right
Nirvana (x8)
Negative Creep
This is out of our reach (x3)
and it's grown
This is getting to be (x3)
drone
I'm a negative creep (x3)
and I'm stoned!
I'm a negative creep (x3)
and I'm ... (x2)
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more (x6)
This is out of our range (x3)
and it's crude
This is getting to be (x3)
like drone
I'm a negative creep (x3)
and I'm stoned!
I'm a negative creep (x3)
and I'm ... (x2)
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more (x6)
Fuck! Yeah!
Drone!
Stoned!
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more (x14)
Scoff
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In my face, It's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimme back my alcohol (x7)
Heal a million, kill a million (x3)
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In my face, It's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimme back my alcohol (x7)
Heal a million, kill a million (x3)
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In my face, It's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimme back my alcohol (x7)
Heal a million, kill a million (x3)
Swap Meet
(x3)
They lead a lifetime that is comfortable
They travel far to keep their stomachs full
They make their living off of arts and crafts
The kind with seashells, driftwood and burlap
They make a deal when they come to town
The Sunday swap meet is a battle ground
She loves him more than he will ever know
He loves her more than he will ever show
-- Keeps his cigarettes close to his heart
-- Keeps her photographs close to her heart
-- Keeps the bitterness close to the heart
Mr. Moustache
Fill me in on your new vision
Wake me up with indecision
Help me trust your might and wisdom
Yes I eat cow - I am not proud
Show me how you question, question
Lead the way to my temptations
Take my hand and keep it clean
Yes I eat cow - I am not proud
Is he in an easychair?
-- Oversized rock
I don't like you anyway
-- Seal it in a box (alt: Silver metal box)
I'm new (x2)
Fill me in on your new vision
Wake me up with indecision
Help me trust your might and wisdom
Yes I eat cow - I am not proud
Show me how you question, question
Lead the way to my temptations
Take my hand and keep it clean
Yes I eat cow - I am not proud
Is he in an easychair?
-- Oversized rock
I don't like you anyway
-- Seal it in a box (alt: Silver metal box)
(x2)
I'm new
I'm you
Aaaahh!
Sifting
Afraid - to grade
Wouldn't it be fun?
Cross, self loss
Wouldn't it be fun?
Wet your bed
Wouldn't it be fun?
Some fear none
Wouldn't it be fun?
Your eyes ...
Teacher said,
Your eyes ...
Teacher said,
Your eyes ...
Teacher said,
Preacher said
"Don't have nothing for you" (x7)
Spell the smell
Wouldn't it be fun?
Search for church
Wouldn't it be fun?
Wet your bed
Wouldn't it be fun?
Cold in coals
Wouldn't it be fun?
Your eyes ...
Teacher said,
Your eyes ...
Teacher said,
Your eyes ...
Preacher said (x2)
"Don't have nothing for you" (x7)
"Don't have nothing for you" (x9)
Big Cheese
Big cheese - make me
Mine says, "Go [to] the office"
Big cheese - make me
Mine says, "One that stays"
Black is black, straight back
Need more enemies
Show you all what a man is
Need more ememies
Big lies - make my
Mine says "Go [to] the office"
Big cheese - make me
Message? What is it?
Black is black, straight back
Need more enemies
She is glue, how are you?
Big cheese - make me
Mine says "Go [to] the office"
Big cheese - make me
Message? What is it?
Black is black, straight back
Need more enemies
She is glue, how are you?
Black is black, straight back
Need more enemies
Sure you are, but what am I?
Need more enemies
She is glue, how are you?
Need more enemies
Sure you are, but what am I?
Downer
Portray sincerity
Act out of loyalty
Defend every country
Wish away the pain
Hand out lobotomies
To save little families
Surrealistic fantasy
Bland, boring pain!
Hold me down in restitution
Living out your date with fusion
Is the whole fleece shun in master?
Don't feel guilty, master writing
Somebody said that they're not much like I am, I know I can
Make enough of the words as you go along, I sing then some
Sickening pessimist hypocrite master
Conservative Communist apocalyptic bastard
Thank you dear God for putting me on this Earth
I feel very privileged in debt for my thirst!
Hold me down in restitution
Living out your date with fusion
Is the whole fleece shun in master?
Don't feel guilty, master writing
Somebody said that they're not much like I am, I know I can
Make enough of the words as you go along, I sing then some
Evo samo da javim da m se neda ništa pisat pa da se javim...Kurt Cobain RIP...we will always love you !!!!!!!!!
Evo samo da se javim...Pozdrav svim Nirvanomanijacima i Cobainovim ljudima...Kurt lives 4ever...Punk-rock means freedom...nisam više u tom štihu blogova pa baš ne pišem postove tj.opće...možete mi se javit na msn kurt4ever25@hotmail.com...sretan božić i nova godina uz puno dobre muzike ,ljubavi prema Kurtu i pozitivnih novosti o Nirvani te svega što volite i što vam je drago...
COURTNEY LOVE:SHE DID KILL KURT!!!!
Unsolved Mysteries - Kurt Cobain
Incident u Rimu
Courtney prodaye Nirvanine stvari
http://www.myspace.com/the_cobain_murder
justiceforkurt.com
Make Grunge Hearts at Blinkyou.com
Make Grunge Hearts at Blinkyou.com
“> GRUNGE NIJE MRTAV, SAMO JE PROMIJENIO IME <
Come dowsed in mud, soaked
in bleach, as I want you to
be. As a trend, as a friend,
as an old memory...
Kurt Cobain, pjevač grupe Nirvana i pjesnik grungea, molio je klince da »dođu onakvi kakvi jesu«. Prljavi, mokri, iznošeni, i nostalgični za boljim danima. Kao takav, grunge je bio životni stil koji je predstavljao suprotnost potrošnji i mantri »novac je sve« dekadentnih 80-ih. Generacija X, kako su mediji prozvali grungere, odbacila je blistavo i novo, preferirajući sve ono što je »second hand«. Osim svojih osjećaja koji su bili novi, sirovi i agresivni. Američki grad Seattle bio je neslužbena grunge meka ranih 90-ih godina. Hladan, kišoviti svijet kafića beznadnih pjesnika koji su svoju tjeskobu izražavali putem žestokog zvuka gitara. Screaming Trees, Soundgarden, Candlebox, Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains. i naravno Nirvana.
Post-apokaliptična odjeća
Kurt Cobainova masna kosa, iznošena odjeća i doza agresije postali su novi idol legiji klinaca zasićenih Nintendo igricama, klincima koji su patili u svijetu razvoda brakova, otuđenja i poljuljanog samopoštovanja.Ta post-baby boom generacija odgajana je, ne uz usađivanje moralnih vrijednosti i ideala, nego uz gotovu hranu, TV i masovno potrošačko društvo. Grungerski look koji je značio prljavo ili otrcano, bio je rezultat nebrige za visoku modu. Odjeća je bila post- apokaliptična, kratki rukavi preko dugih, kratke hlače preko dugih, odjeća koja je nabacivana jedna preko druge u slojevima, pritom ne vodeći se za tim da se stilovi, boje ili modeli slažu. Ako već nisu nosili flanelskukošulju, grungeri su je imali obavezno zavezanu oko struka. Obuća je bila tumplasta, velika, poput gojzerica. Kosa je bila neoprana, neošišana i raspuštena, neodržavana. Postojao je neki ponos u tome što su bili neprivilegirani, a ako su slučajno rođeni privilegirani, grungeri su se mogli bar »furati« na to da nisu, uz pomoć odjeće, dakako. Pristalice grungea podržavali su svoje omiljene bendove noseći prevelike koncertne majice svojih idola. Bilješke koje su objavljene u knjizi »Journals« pokazuju da je lider Nirvane imao ubojiti smisao za humor i veliku dozu ironije. Prema vlastitim riječima Cobain je požalio što je koristio heroin kako bi si olakšao bolove u trbuhu. Također je stalno govorio da će se ubiti. Dio Cobainovih bilješki je objavio časopis »Newsweek«, a obožavatelji karizmatičnog Cobaina, njegove grupe Nirvana i cjelokupne grunge scene, moći će doznati što je o tom periodu mislio Cobain u knjizi »Journals«, koja sadrži pisma i dnevničke bilješke koje je pjevač vodio od '80-ih do 1994. godine kada se u dobi od 27 godina ustrijelio u svom domu u Seattleu. Ukratko, bilješke otkrivaju čovjeka kojeg su mučile ovisnost o drogi i bolest.Iako je grupa Nirvana pomogla staviti grunge zvuk Seattlea na glazbenu kartu svijeta, Cobain nije volio da ga trpaju u isti koš sa ostalim grunge bendovima. Naročito mu je odbojan bio bliski band iz Seattlea, Pearl Jam, kojeg su ponekad kritizirali da ima podjednak zvuk kao i Nirvana.
Anti-rock zvijezda
Iako u nekim svojim bilješkama navodi da se više neće drogirati i da stvarno suosjeća sa svima koji misle poput njega kako mogu rabiti heroin kao lijek jer to ne funkcionira, nije se mogao prestati drogirati. Nekoliko mjeseci prije smrti, zapisao je: »Sjećam se da mi je netko rekao da ako probaš heroin, navući ćeš se. Naravno, nasmijao sam se tomu i odbacio tu misao, ali sada znam da je to istina«. Kurt Cobain možda je i bio buntovnik, ali iz vlastitog se dnevnika vidi da mu posao oko benda i nije bio tako nevažan kako je sve to prikazivao. Puno je vremena provodio planirajući glazbene spotove, izjave za tisak, albume i sve ostalo vezano uz rad grupe.Iako se cijelo vrijeme predstavljao fanovima kao anti-rock zvijezda, kojem ide na živce odobravanje svijeta za ono što radi, Nirvana se smjestila na vrh rock 'n' roll svijeta ranih 1990-ih. A grunge scena je predstavljala anti-stil u svakom pogledu, sve dok mediji nisu uzeli stvar u svoje ruke. Dizajnerski grunge definitivno je sve ono što je grunge mrzio i pokušavao izbjeći, ali nije uspio. Tako su slavna dizajnerska imena poput Calvin Kleina i Donne Karan poslali modele na sjajnu pistu u flanelu i martensicama, prevelikim džemperima čiji su rukavi padali preko prstiju i masne kose. Utjelovljenje grunge izgleda na modnoj pisti bila je manekenka Kate Moss. Visoka moda se uplela već i ranije tamo gdje joj nije bilo mjesto. U sedamdesetima, preuzela je punk, još jedan anti-modni stil povezan s glazbenim pokretom i pretvorila ga u visoku modu. Kada govorimo o grunge sceni, govorimo o svojevrsnoj fuziji dvije različite skulpture - hipi pokreta iz '60-ih godina i njihovih reakcionarnijih potomaka iz '70 ih, punkera. Grunge je kombinirao povratak prirodi i slobodno ponašanje s agresijom punkmakera. Kao bljesak ta dva, uvjetno rečeno, ekstrema, grunge je nastojao prodrijeti do ljudi koji ga razumiju. Grunge grupe nisu željele slavu, samo su željele izraziti što osjećaju. Nirvanin lider Kurt Cobain i lider Pearl Jama Eddie Vedder postali su glasnogovornici te generacije X, donoseći smisao zbunjenoj djeci srednjeg sloja. Grunge glazba im je poručivala da je život puno više od automobila i dizajnerskih logoa. Grungeri su se vratili stvarima koje su doista imale smisla - sebi samima. Njihovi su roditelji radili dva posla, žrtvovali svoje vrijeme i pažnju utrci za materijalnim, ali grunge je bio tu, predstavljajući generaciju X, koja je trebala reći roditeljima da to ne ide tako. Željeli su ljubav, ne igračke, a s obzirom da je nisu dobili, nisu htjeli nastaviti stopama svojih otuđenih roditelja.
Nasilna smrt
Grunge priča ili grunge fenomen započeo je s grupom Nirvana koja je prva dobila oznaku grunge. U jesen 1991. godine njihov drugi album »Nevermind« je objavljen i skočio na prvo mjesto top lista. Pažnja medija se fokusirala na Seattle. Svi dobri bendovi iz Seattlea, poput Pearl Jam i Soundgarden, strpani su pod istu oznaku - grunge. Glazbeni je business prepoznao šansu za zaradom i počeo eksploatirati Seattle scenu. MTV je prikazivao glazbene brojeve glavnih grunge bendova iznova i iznova i čak producirao nekoliko glazbenih časopisa i emisija koje su se bavile novim fenomenom nazvanim grunge. Sva ta pažnja privukla je mnogo bendova iz okolnih područja u Seattle. Svatko tko bi tamo došao, čini se postao je uspješan. Tinejdžeri su obožavali taj novi zvuk, kupovali su sve što je zvučalo tako, a toliko je mnogo bendova kopiralo glazbu Pearl Jama i Nirvane. Kada je o Nirvani riječ, upravo je ona bila najviše u pažnji medija, a Nirvana je imala mnogo materijala kojim se moglo hraniti novinare željne senzacija. Posebno su zanimljive bile priče koje su se ispredale oko Kurt Cobaina i njegove supruge Courtney Love. Njihova je privatnost secirana do u najsitnijih detalja u potrazi za novim naslovnicama žute štampe. U isto je vrijeme Kurt Cobain imenovan »glasnogovornikom generacije X« i slavljen kao velika rock zvijezda i tekstopisac. Nažalost, sve to bili su posljednji đavli na lijesu Kurta Cobaina. Jednostavno nije mogao trpjeti svu tu strku oko sebe i to je vjerojatno bio jedan od razloga njegova samoubojstva. Cobainovo je tijelo pronađeno 8. travnja 1994. godine. Ustrijelio se u glavu.
Kraj fenomena grunge došao je jednako neočekivano kao i ova nasilna smrt. Pritisak se prebacio na Pearl Jam i Soundgarden, ali oni su na sve načine pokušavali pobjeći od grunge imagea. I tako su nakon smrti Nirvaninog lidera, mediji sagradili mit oko njega i njegove grupe i to je, činilo se, bila vrlo dobra strategija. Sve što je bilo povezano s Nirvanom, bez obzira kako ili zašto, prodavalo se.
Mješavina punka, heavy metala i rocka
Nakon nekog vremena, prašina se slegla i rečeno je da je grunge mrtav. Činjenica da se na spomen grungea, odmah pomisli na Nirvanu, ne znači, međutim, da je to ujedno bila i najbolja grunge grupa. Pearl Jam su prodali puno više albuma, Soundgarden je postojao mnogo duže, ali Kurt Cobain i Nirvana, najbolje mete masovnih medija su umrle i tako je umro i grunge. Recimo, Eddie Vedder je mnogo imuniji na napade medija. On jednostavno ne daje intervjue i njegov bend ne radi video spotove. Pearl Jam se trudi biti što nekomercijalniji. Tako, grunge fenomen nije trajao duže od tri godine. Na neki način nikada nije ni završio, ali je promijenio svoj smisao. Riječ grunge danas je ništa više od opisa za glazbeni stil koji je mješavina punka, heavy metala i rocka. Neki ljudi kažu da je grunge mrtav. Te riječi također su bile na majici Kurt Cobaina. Pa evo kratke teorije o tome s Internet stranice nazvane Grunge Kingdom (Kraljevstvo Grungea): Grunge glazba nije mrtva, samo je promijenila ime. Primjerice, u '80-ima, Nirvana je prozvana punk rock bendom, a kasnije je nazvana grunge bendom. Ljudi će danas reći da je »alternativa«. Da bi se neki bend nazvao grunge bend postoji jedno veliko pravilo - bend mora biti iz Seattlea i svirati punk/hardcore glazbu. I još nešto, takozvana punk rock glazba ne može egzistirati u Americi. To je jednostavno glazba koja dolazi iz Engleske i postoji samo tamo. U Americi, ista je stvar s grungeom, ostali su samo alternative.
Činjenica je ipak da su mnogi od današnjih grunge bendova postojali mnogo prije no što je itko izgovorio riječ grunge. Sada se njihova glazba zove punkrock, nezavisna ili alternativna.”
GRUNGE BENDOVI
DIVLJOJ rokerici, udovici lidera Nirvane Kurta Cobaina, Courtney Love, netko je ukrao urnu s pepelom obožavanog pokojnog supruga iz doma u Seattleu, ostavljajući uplakanu udovicu u "samoubilačkom" raspoloženju zbog tuge i jada prouzrokovanog nenadanim gubitkom.
Coutney Love: "Ako mi ne vrate Kurta, ubit ću se!"
Provalnik je uz nakit i odjeću, iz Courtneyine kuće ukrao ružičastog plišanog medvjedića u kojem je ucviljena udovica držala urnu, zajedno s pramenom Kurtove kose. "Ne mogu vjerovati da je netko to napravio. To je odvratno, dođe mi da se ubijem! Ukoliko lopov ne vrati urnu, spremna sam svašta učiniti", izbezumljena Courtney se izjadala okupljenim novinarima i znatiželjnicima. "Sad ponovo proživljavam njegovu smrt", dodala je.
Okolnosti Cobainove smrti još uvijek obavijene velom tajne
Kurt Cobain je, 8. travnja 1994. godine, kada je bio na vrhuncu slave, pronađen mrtav u svojem domu u Seattleu. Iako je službena policijska presuda glasila kako se grunge idol devedesetih sam ubio, okolnosti njegove smrti još uvijek nisu potpuno razjašnjenje - Cobain je u krvi, u trenutku smrti, imao dozu kokaina dovoljnu da "ubije konja", pa još uvijek nikome nije jasno kako se tako "polumrtav" uspio latiti teške sačmarice i upucati se. Iza sebe je ostavio oproštajno pismo, navodno autentično, u kojem je iznio svoje posljednje muke. "Ja sam velik, ali od moje sedme godine ja sam postao mrzovoljan prema svima uopće. Ja sam previše zlovoljan, baby! Nemam više želje ni za što i stoga zapamti: BOLJE JE IZGORJETI NEGO UVENUTI!", dio je Kurtovog pisma upućenog ucviljenoj udovici. Kurt je kremiran i dio njegovog pepela posut je po rijeci Wishkah, prema pokojnikovoj želji, a dio je Courtney, pjevačica i majka Kurtovog jedinog djeteta, djevojčice Frances, zadržala za sebe.
pjesma by:
seather-sympetich-valjda se tak piše...lol...
ZNAŠ DA IMAŠ PRAVO/you know youre right/Nirvana
Nikad te neću gnjaviti
Nikad neću obećavati
Nikad te neću pratiti
Nikad te neću gnjaviti
Nikad više neću progovoriti ni riječi
Otpuzat će zauvijek
Otići ću odavde
Nećeš se morati bojati straha
Nismo se time uopće bavili
Uvijek sam znao sa bi se to moglo dogoditi
Stvari nikad nisu bile sjajnije
Nikad nisam propustio osječati
Bol (3x)
Znaš da imaš pravo (3x)
Tako sa topao i miran iznutra
Više se ne moram skrivati
Razgovarajmo o nekom drugom
Vrela juha nasuprot njezinim ustima
Njoj zapravo ništa ne smeta
Ona samo želi voljeti samu sebe
Otići ću odavde
Nećeš se morati bojati straha
Nismo se time uopće bavili
Uvijek sam znao sa bi se to moglo dogoditi
Stvari nikad nisu bile sjajnije
Nikad nisam propustio osječati
Bol (5x)
Znaš da imaš pravo (17x)
Bol (1x)
Brijač Floyd /floyd the barber;bleach/
Zvrcnulo je na vratima-uči
Floyd mi promatra zaraslo lice
Sjedni na stolicu ne boj se
Na licu mi se puši vrući ručnik
Bio sam obrijan (3x)
Barney me privezao na stolicu
Ništa ne vidim jako se bojim
Floyd teško diše čujem zip
Pii pii prislonjeno mi na ustima
Bio sam osramoćen (3x)
Osjećam i druge u toj prostoriji
Opey teta bee pretpostavljam
Naizmjenično me komadaju
Umro sam udavljen u
Andyevoj guzici
Bio samo brijan (3x)
'dnevnici' str. 53
Novinski isječci /paper cuts/
Kad mi je vrijeme za jelo
Ona mi gurne hranu kroz vrata
Pužem prema pukotinama svijetla
Ponekad ne mogu pronaći put
Novine su prostrte naokolo
Upijaju koliko već mogu
Opet treba počistiti
Sve dobro isprati
Dama prema kojoj osjećam majčinsku ljubav
Nemože me pogledati u oči,ali ja vidim
Njezine,one su plave, one izazivaju,one su
Nemirne i matrubiraju
Tako sam rekao-tako sam rekao-tako sam rekao-tako sam rekao
Razlog razlog razlog idemo opet
Crni su prozori obojeni
Stružem ih noktima
Vidim druge nalik meni
Zašto ne pokušavaju pobjeći?
Iznijeli su one starije
Pokazuju prema meni
Oni stariji dolaze s baretijama
Nekud odvode moju obitelj
A puno kanije naučio sam kako prihvatiti neke
Prijatelje ismijavanja-moje cjelokupno postojanje služilo je
Vama za zabavu
I zato sam ovdje s vama
Da vas uzmeme-sa sobom-vaše su oči plave
Olakšanje u nirvani
Nirvana (6x)
'dnevnici' str. 57
Aneurizma /aneurysm/
Dođi ovamo & zapleši
Nemoj stati & prodrmaj se
Dođi ovamo & uzmi hors
Toliko te volim da mi je zlo
Ona mi ne prestaje punpati ravno
U srce
'dnevnici' str 102
Uroni/dive/
Uzmi me-uzmi me da
Ispisti tihi dugi signal
Polako konačno da
Svi su šuplji
Uzmi me-uzmi me da
Čak ću im i platiti
Možeš
Hej
Uroni uroni uroni uroni u mene
Poljubi ovo poljubi ono da
Ispisti tihi dugi signal
Polako polako da
Mogao bi biti moj junak
Uzmi me uzmi me da
Udari me udari me da
Jako sam dobar kad mrzim
'dnevnici' str 107
Litij /lithium/
Tako sam sretan jer sam danas našao svoje prijatelje
Oni su mi u glavi
Tako sam ružan ali to je OK jer i vi ste takvi
Razbili smio naša zrcala
Nedjeljno jutro je neprijateljski dan što se mene tiče
I ne bojim se
Palim svijeće omamljen sam jer sam našao boga
Hej hej hej
Tako sam usamljen ali to je OK obrijao sam ti galvu
I nisam tužan
Ali ipak možda
Koliko sam čuo ja sam kriv ali nisam siguran
Tako sam uzbuđen jedva čekam da te vidim
Malo-nije mi ni stalo
Tajko sam uspaljen to je OK imam silnu želju
Sviđaš mi se }neću priznati
Nedostaješ mi }
Volim te
Ubio sam te
'dnevnici' str 161
Dođi kakav jesi /come as you are/
Dođi kakav jesi-kakav si bio-
Kakav želim da budeš-
Kao prijatelj-kao prijatelj-kao
Stari neprijatelj-ne žuri se-
Požuri se-do tebe je-
Ne kasni-odmori se-
Kao prijatelj-kao stara-
Uspomena uspomena ah
Dođi uronjen u blatonatopljen bjelilom
Kakav želim da budeš-
Kao prijatelj kao stara
Uspomena
A kunem ti se da nemam pušku
'dnevnici' str 169
pjesma govori o ljudima oko nas...
U cvatu /in bloom/
Prodajte klince za hranu-vrijeme
Mijenja raspoloženja
Proljeće je opet došlo-re-produktivne
Žlijezde
On je onaj koji voli sve
Lijepe pjesme-a on voli pjeveti
Pjeveti-i voli špucati iz svoje
Puške ali on ne zna
Što to znači ne zna
Što to znači kad ja kažem AHH
Možemo imati još malo
Priroda je kurva
Masnice po voću
Nježna dob u cvatu
'dnevnici' str 164
Mrzi me
učini to i
učini to
ponovno,
potroši me,
siluj me,
prijatelju moj"
(Rape me)
"Tako sam sretan
jer sam danas
pronašao prijatelje,
Oni su u mojoj
glavi!"
(Lithium)
"Ne znam zašto
radije bih bio
mrtav,nego cool..."
(Stay away)
*Kurt je isfurao grungerski modni
stil-jednostavnost i nepoštovanje pravila*
*Kurt je
rijetko kad bio
doista sretan
*Kurt je mrzio slavu,
sramio se svega što ona donosi,
jer je bio vrlo skroman i povučen*
"Hej čekaj!!
Imam novu pritužbu!!
Zauvjek ću ti dugovati za tvoj
neprocjenjivo vrijedan savjet!!"
(Heart-Shaped Box)
"Najbolji dan moga života bio je
kad sam naučio plakati na zapovjed
VOLIM SEBE VIŠE NEGO TEBE
Znam da je to pogrešno,
no što da radim?"
(On a plain)
"Ja sam najgori u onome
što radim najbolje
i zbog toga se dara
smatram blagoslovljenim.
(Smells Like Teen Spirit)
"Dođi kakav jesi,kakav si bio,
kakav žeim da budeš
Kao prijatelj,kao prijatelj
Kao stari neprijatelj!!"
(Come As You are)
"Moja me drag naučila
kako da budem,
moja me draga naučila
kako da se borim,
moja me draga naučila
kako da umrem...."
(Alcohol)
" Ja sam glasnogovornik samog
sebe.Nemam odgovore na
sva svoja pitanja i zbunjen
sam kao svi ostali",reko
je Kurt kad su ga
proglasili "glasom
svoje generacije".
"Oh,ne,ne ja
Ja nikad nisam
izgubio kontrolu
Stojiš licem u lice
s čovjekom
koji je prodao svijet"
(The Man Who
Sold The World"
Frances-in život je žalsno označen kontroverzijom. Oboje njenih roditelja teško su uzimali heroin...a Courtney je čak uzimala drogu dok je bila trudna s njom.Skandal je nastao kad je Lynn Hirschberg u magazinu Vanity fair napisao da je Courtney uzimala drogu za vrijeme trudnoće,socijalna je pokušala oduzeti Frances od Kurt i Courtney,ali Courtney je natjerala Lynn da joj izbaci riječi iz konteksta...
Budući da su se tada Kurt i Courtney voljeli(on je volio nju ali ona njega NE)stalno su se nalazili u tabloidima pod pitanjem:DA LI SE FRANCES RODILA OVISNA?
Odmah je počinjena istraga o tome ali nije bila zakonita pa su socijalci odveli Frances kod Courtney-eve sestre dok se ne odviknu od droge...pjesma Rape me je bazirana na tom događaju...
Kako Kurt kažeFrances mu je bila najbolja droga od svih i da se pokušavao odviknuti od droge kad je ona došla ne svijet...
Oko 1993. kad je Nirvana bila na vrhu uspjeha,Kurt je provodio mnogo vremena na turnejama,pa je COurtney ostala brinuti se za Frances..
Isto tako te godine Kurtova i Courtneyeva veza je išla u kurac pa su našli,u jednoj sobi u hotelu u RImu,Kurta i Courtney i Franceskako se predoziraju sa sedativima za nosoroge...svi tvrde da je to bio pokušaj samoubojstva,iako Kurt tvrdi da nije...Svi su odvedeni u Bolnicu,ali je Kurt uzeo najviše tako da njegova kćer nebi...kad je izašao otišao je odmah na rehabilitaciju...
Coutney je ponekad išla s njim.
1.4.1994 je bio zadnji put da je Frances vidjela oca živog u centru za oporavak,skupa su se igrali i Kurt joj je pjevao. Po noći,Kurt se odjavio i otišao doma u Seattle...
Kad je Francesplakala zvala je Kurta ˝daddy˝ i uvijek je išla k njemu,što se Courtney nije sviđalo pa je ponekad lagala da Kurta nema doma...
Nakon Kurtove smrti,Listopada 2003. Courtney je otišla u zatvor jer je pokušala tabletama predozirati sebe i Frances..izgubila je pravo nasvoju kćer,ali ju je povratila u Siječnu 2005.
Frances kaže da još uvijekosjeća bol kad joj se spomene otac i nastoji ne gledati muzične programe kad je riječ o Kurtu...
Francesje izjavila kako voli nositi tatinu pidžamu jer se on vjenčao u njoj...kaže da mu se nije dalo obući smoking pa se ženio u pidžami...
Frances Bean kćerka Kurta Cobaina i Courtney Love, već se u svom prvom javnom nastupu, intervju kojeg je dala časopisu "Teen Vogue", distancirala od svojih poznatih roditelja.
"Ja sam drugačija osoba. Ne bih željela da me se etiketira kao kćerku Kurta Kobaina i Courtney Love", rekla je 13-godišnja učenica listu.
Frances nije posebno zadovoljna ni izgledom i odijevanjem svoje majke, glumice Courtney Love. "Ne volim njenu heavy-metal-garderobu, a ne volim ni kad se ne počešlja", rekla je za list.
Nirvana i Frances Bean Cobain
I TO BI BILO TO...LOL...kaj liči Kurteku ne...
PRVI DIO POSTA
Uskoro će se na tržištu, povodom stogodišnjice postojanja Conversea, naći posebna linija tenisica posvećena Kurtu Cobainu. Tenisice će na sebi imati Kurtov potpis te ispisane tekstove i slike iz osobnog dnevnika, koji je prerano preminuli pjevač Nirvane ostavio iza svoje smrti. Courtney Love, Kurtova udovica, osobno je odobrila sve ove modele kako bi mogli ući u produkciju. Tenisice bi se trebale naći u prodaji u svibnju, a cijena će im se kretati od 50$- 60$. Ne zaboravimo da je prilikom samoubojstva 1994. Kurt nosio upravo ove tenisice.U Conversu su se svakako dosjetili kako obnoviti sjećanja, a pritom i zaradu.
DRUGI DIO POSTA
In the latest episode of the show Cold Case (3x12) which aired in the US and Canada on January 15, 2006 there are several mentions of Kurt Cobain and Nirvana. The synopsis of the episode reads as follows:
"When a small piece of a note is found, Rush and the team reopen the 1994 death of a teenager, Trevor, that was previously classified as a suicide. After several interviews with local neighbours and childhood friends, it seems the teenager jumped off the roof of his school to his death. The depressed teen was obsessed with Kurt Cobain's suicide and had called into a crisis hotline for help numerous times, all pointing to a clear suicide. However, Rush pursues a new angle that she won't relinquish."
In this episode, there are numerous references to Kurt Cobain including mentions to his songs, a poster inside Trevor's locker, and the comparison of Raquel as Kurt Cobain's wife Courtney Love. Cobain's suicide in April 1994 also had a big impact on Trevor. During the episode, songs by Stone Temple Pilots, Alice in Chains and Smashing Pumpkins are featured. Needless to say, no Nirvana songs appear. It's rumored that the producers wanted to use "Come As You Are" and "All Apologies". Thanks to Colin and Austin for info.
...............................
Ako nešto nisr+te skužili ukratko u srijedu 16.4.08 u 20:55h na rtl-u če bit zaboravljeni slučaj a tamo čeju puštat pjesme d nirvane,i istraživat če ubojstvo prozvano samoubojstvom(ko kurtovo) nekog tenager opsjednutog
kurtovim samoubojstvom pa će biti neki nirvana ,kurt djelovi...evo slike...
U ovom postu je prikaz Kurtovih zadnjih dana i svega što se događalo s njim i ostalim ljudima koji su mu bili bliski.
07.03.- 30.03. 1994.
Kurt je 04.03. bio hospitaliziran nakon svojeg navodnog pokušaja samoubojstva predoziranjem, nazvanog 'Incident u Rimu'. Nakon tri dana je pušten iz američke bolnice u Rimu. Ako vas detaljnije zanima taj događaj, pročitajte više na ovoj stranici.
12.03. se Kurt vratio u Seattle skupa s Courtney.
Policija iz Seattlea je 18.03. pozvana da dođe u njihovu kuću. Courtney je tvrdila da je Kurt suicidalan. Kada je policija došla do kuće, Kurt im je vrlo jednostavnim riječima objasnio da nije suicidalan, ali da se pokušavao držati podalje od Courtney. To se može vidjeti u policijskom izvješću. Courtney se tada pokušala izvući, ali su je policajci upozorili zbog lažnog poziva, zaplijenili Kurtove pištolje za samoobranu, i otišli.
Prema nekim izvorima, Kurt i Courtney su se 22.03. posvađali zbog novog auta (Lexus) kojeg je ona kupila, ali se Kurtu to nije sviđalo i inzistirao je da ga vrati.
Prema Grantu, Courtney je nazvala jednu od njihovih odvjetnika, Rosemary Carroll i rekla joj da nabavi "najzlobnijeg, najpokvarenijeg odvjetnika za rastavu" kojeg može naći. Courtney je isto tako pitala može li se nekako zaobići njihov predbračni ugovor.
Kurt je također nazvao Rosemary. Nije još dovršio svoju oporuku. Rekao je Rosemary da želi izbaciti Courtney iz nje. Prema mnogima koji su radili tamo tijekom njegovih zadnjih tjedana, "bilo je previše razgovora oko oporuke". Činilo se da je Courtney bila opsjednuta njegovom oporukom.
25.03. je Courtney poduzela intervenciju. Dylan Carson, Nirvanin basist Krist Novoselic, gitarist Pat Smear i tri menadžera Nirvane su došli u kuću i razgovarali s njom 5 sati. Pitam se o čemu su tako dugo razgovarali.
26.03. je Courtney napustila Seattle i otišla u Peninsula Hotel u Beverly Hillsu.
Prema knjizi "Never Fade Away" Davea Thompsona, Kurt je 29.03. otišao na Internet (America Online) i ostavio sljedeću poruku: "Još uvijek sam prilično izluđen zbog onog što je bilo u Rimu, i trebam neko vrijeme da se odmorim i prijeđem preko toga. Pomislio bi da će barem napraviti dobar milkshake, ali ne."
30.03. su Kurt i njegov najbolji prijatelj Dylan Carlson otišli u Stan Baker Sports i kupili sačmaricu. Kurt je rekao Dylanu da se boji provalnika. Kupio je sačmaricu koju prodavači oružja često preporučuju za zaštitu kod kuće jer ne može propucati kroz zid i tako ozlijediti one na drugoj strani. Kurt je uzeo pušku kući da bude tamo kada se vrati s odvikavanja.
Kurt je tada otišao iz Seattlea i bio je oko 2 dana u centru za oporavak Exodus, klinici za odvikavanje u Los Angelesu.
01.04.1994. petak
Kurt je napustio centar za odvikavanje oko 19.00, i kupio avionsku kartu za Seattle (letio je avionom Delta #788F, sjedalo 2F). Kartu je platio kreditnom karticom.
U 20.47 Kurt je nazvao Courtney u Peninsula Hotel i ostavio joj poruku. Poruka je bila "Elizabethin broj telefona je 213-###-####". Grant kaže da mu to ne zvuči kao poruka osobe koja je suicidalna i koja bi se mogla svakog trena ubiti, i kaže da Courtney nikada nije spomenula taj poziv medijima.
Ranije tog dana, Joe Mama (Courtneyin prijatelj) je posjetio Kurta u centru za odvikavanje Exodus , Joe kaže: "Bio sam spreman vidjeti ga da izgleda usrano i deprimirano. Izgledao je je**no sjajno!" Još je rekao: "Nakon što je Kurt otišao, stalno sam preko telefona razgovarao s Courtney. Bila je skroz izbezumljena, vozila se posvuda i tražila ga je na mjestima gdje bi mogao biti. Bila je jako prestrašena od početka. Mislim, mogla je reći."
*Ako je Kurt izgledao tako sjajno, sigurno je Joe to rekao Courtney.Zašto je onda bila tako "izbezumljena, stvarno preplašena''? Možda je stvar u tome da sada nije imala kontrolu nad situacijom, Kurt se oslobodio njezine moći i možda se bojala da će nastaviti raditi ono što on želi, kao što je potpisivanje razvoda? Nakon svega, jednom kad potpiše razvod, Courtney bi izgubila svoju moć. Došlo bi do razvoda i Courtney bi izgubila Kurta, njegovu slavu i bogatstvo.
"Volim pozornost, volim sjaj svega toga. Ako kažeš da mrziš sjaj, onda si š*pak i lažljivac." (Courtney Love).
Kurt je, navodno, mrzio slavu i sjaj. Želio je van…
02.04.1994. subota
Kurt je sletio na Sea-Tac aerodromu u 12.47 (iz L.A.). Viđen je kako tamo potpisuje autograme.
Kurt je pričao s Michaelom DeWittom u kući. DeWitt je obavijestio Courtney kasnije toga dana da je vidio Kurta i razgovarao s njim u njihovoj kući kod jezera.
-Michael DeWitt-
U 7.30 vozač Gray Top Taxija je pokupio čovjeka na adresi u ulici 'Lake Washington Blvd'-u toj ulici se nalazi Kurtova kuća. Evo što je nadzornik Gray Top Taxija rekao policiji (u Seattleu) 19.04.1994.:
"Vozač je pokupio osobu ispred kuće za koju smatra nije njegovo mjesto stanovanja. Vozio se uokolo tražeći mjesto na kojem će kupiti metke, ali nije uspio naći ni jednu takvu trgovinu. Taj muškarac je rekao vozaču da su mu nedavno provalili u kuću i da zato traži meke. U 8.30 je vozač ostavio čovjeka na području 145. ulice i Aurore jer je rekao da je gladan i da želi pronaći nešto za jelo. Cijena vožnje je bila 27$"
Courtney je toga dana izmislila priču da se predozirala. Tvrdi da je to napravila samo da prestraši Kurta i da privuče njegovu pozornost da ju pokuša kontaktirati.
03.04.1994. nedjelja
-Tom Grant-
Courtney zapošljava Toma Granta, privatnog istražitelja koji je u tom poslu još od 70-ih. Do tada je već otkazala Kurtovu kreditnu karticu. Rekla je Grantu da "Kurt nema pristupa novcu, ni preko prijatelja, ni kroz kreditnu karticu" Kada ju je Grant pitao kako to, odgovorila mu je: "Taj tip čak ne može sam 'uloviti' ni je**ni taxi."
*Čudno, a upravo je uspio napustiti mjesto gdje nije želio biti, kupio avionsku kartu i dogovorio prijevoz da ga s aerodroma odveze u kuću.Čini se da je ipak bio savršeno sposoban. Je li možda razlog zbog kojeg je otkazala Kurtovu karticu taj što ga je željela spriječiti da uspije u još nekom svojem pokušaju bijega? Netko je toga dana u 3.00 pokušao njegovom karticom platiti 1100$, ali je odbijena. Ako je to bio Kurt, koje god da su mu bile namjere, sigurno je zaustavljen.
Tijekom sastanka s Grantom, Courtney je:
• priznala da je prethodne noći izmislila priču o predoziranju
• pobijesnila jer je Kurt odbio Lollapaloozu i time se oprostio od milijuna dolara
• rekla Grantu da ne zna gdje je Kurt- da bi mogao biti u Seattleu, ili je odletio nazad na istok kod Michaela Stipea (nije spomenula da je DeWitt vidio Kurta u kući kod jezera dan prije).
• rekla da misli da Kurt želi razvod
ovo je Tom Grant
Evo i nekoliko citata Kurtovih najbližih prijatelja(u vezi s razvodom):
-Peter Cleary: "On i Courtney se nisu slagali. Jedino što ih je održavalo zajedno bila je Frances, ali Kurt je pričao o razvodu i o tome da želi dobiti skrbništvo. "
-Dylan Carlson: "Poludjela je, stalno se derala na njega koliko novaca se odrekao i rekla je da ako on neće ići tamo (Lollaplooza), ona bi rado bila na njegovu mjestu."
John Silva i Sara Hoehn su tog dana vidjeli Kurta.
DeWitt je rekao Grantu nekoliko tjedana nakon Kurtove smrti da je pretražio staklenik 03.04., ali da nije kasnije provjeravao.
OPROŠTAJNO PISMO
1. slika pokazuje Kurtovu tzv. oproštajnu poruku. Možete primjetiti kako se zadnja četiri reda razlikuju od ostatka poruke kako po veličini slova tako i po izgledu slova. Mnogi sručnjaci za rukopis s kojima je razgovarao Tom Grant vjeruju da je ta 4 reda napisala neka druga osoba(a da i naslov 'to Boddah' nije napisao Kurt)... Ali koja? Pogledajte slike niže.
Ova slika prikazuje uvećani dio zadnjeg dijela Kurtove oproštajne poruke,a slika ispod nje poruku koju je Courtney poslala Tomu Grantu nakon što ga je unajmila.
Obratite pozornost na zaokružena slova p i f. Courtneyino f i p jako sliče onima napisanima u Kurtovoj poruci. Kurt nigdje p nije pisao s ''zavijutkom'' dolje,a i f mu se razlikovalo. Ako vas to nije uvjerilo pogledajte sljedeću sliku...
Ovo je papir koji je nađen u Courtneyinom ruksaku (tjedan dana nakon Kurtove smrti) na kojem je ona vježbala pisati slova.
SLIKE:
Uglavnom snima se film o kurtovom životu...snima ga courtney(zaradit če brdo love na njemu...)
Kurta će glumit Ewan McGregor...
Kurt(lijevo)McGregor(desno)
mislim da si uopće ne liće...
ovako će to izgledat u filmu
Scarlett Johansson(desno) glumit će Courtney(lijevo..izgleda ko ona stvar...)
COURTNEY JE ODLUĆILA DA:
Glumica koja će tumačiti ulogu Courtney Love mora biti mlada, zgodna i nevjerojatna u svakom pogledu. Tako je odlučila ona sama i odabrala mladu i seksipilnu Scarlett Johansson(sve što courtney nije)
* "Želio bih da živim od grupe, ako ne onda ću se penzionisati sa nekoliko stotina dolara, preseliti u Meksiko ili Jugoslaviju, obrađivati krompir i učiti se o historiji roka iz starih brojeva Creem magazina." (1989)
* "Da završim u zatvoru bar ne bih morao pisati autografe." (1992)
* "Nadam se da ću umrijeti prije nego što postanem Pete Townshend." (1992)
* "Svijet je plastično mjesto bez imalo duše i morala gdje je istinski osjećaj postao prava rijetkost."
"Ja sam glasnogovornik samoga sebe. Nemam odgovore na sva pitanja i zbunjen sam kao i svi drugi ljudi." KURT COBAIN (1991.god.)Kada su ga proglasili glasnogovornikom generacije!
"Droga je gubitak vremena.Ona uništava tvoje osjećaje i tvoje samopouzdanje i sve ono što ide uz samopouzdanje." - Kurt Cobain
Krist Novoselic:
Krist Novoselic (rođen kao Chris Anthony Novoselic, Compton, SAD, 16. svibnja 1965.) je američki glazbenik hrvatskog podrijetla. Najpoznatiji je kao basist grunge sastava Nirvana.
Pohođao je gimnaziju u Zadru (kad sam vec kod Zadra...KARMEN kiss), 1980. Zajedno s Kurt Cobainom je osnivač sastava Nirvana, koji je izvršio veliki utjecaj na rock glazbu 90-tih godina 20. stoljeća. Nakon tragične smrti Cobaina i raspada Nirvane Novoselic je povremeno nastupao i s drugim sastavima. Trenutno se bavi politikom u SAD-u.
David Eric Grohl:
David Eric Grohl (Warren, Ohio 14. siječnja 1969.), poznatiji kao Dave Grohl, američki je rock glazbenik i tekstopisac.
Mnogi ga zovu „najljubaznijim čovjekom u rocku“, zahvaljući njegovu prizemljenom i bezbrižnom karakteru. Bio je bubnjar najpoznatijeg grunge benda, Nirvane, od 1990. do 1994. godine, kada se bend raspao nakon smrti frontmena Kurta Cobaina. 1995. osnovao je bend Foo Fighters.
Grohl je započeo svoju glazbenu karijeru 80-ih godina 20. stoljeća kao bubnjar nekoliko lokalnih bendova iz Washingtona, od kojih je najznačajniji punk-rock bend Scream.
A o Nirvani:
Nirvana je bio svjetski poznati i popularan američki glazbeni sastav, začetnik grunge smjera u glazbi.
Sa svojim singlom "Smells Like Teen Spirit" iz albuma Nevermind (1991), Nirvana je postala svjetski poznata, a osnovana je 1987. godine u Seattleu.
Druge grunge grupe iz Seattle-a kao što su Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam i Soundgarden su isto tako stekle veliku slušanost, tako da je u vrijeme 1990-tih godina rock ponovno postao jedan
TKO JE UBIO KURTA COBAINA???
1. Krajem 1993. godine brak Kurt-a i Courtney je bio pred raspadom, ona je imala aferu sa Billy Corgan-om iz benda Smashing Pumpkins, a spominju se i još neki ljudi s kojima je imala aferu u isto to vrijeme, i u slučaju razvoda, izgubila bi sve Kurtove milione, svu imovinu, izgubila bi skrbništvo nad kćerkom Frances Bean Cobain, u medijima bi bila progonjena mnogo snažnijim intenzitetom nego poslije intervjua datog za Vanity Fair i u najboljem slučaju, bi dobila pola imovine. Samo u slučaju Kurtovog samoubojstva, ona dobiva sve, i pare i kćerku i pravo na neobjavljen Nirvanin materijal – kao nasljednik autorskih prava Kurt-a Cobain-a i biva lišena prozivke po medijima.
2. Courtney je bila spremna na sve ovo, a naročito poslije činjenice da je Kurt u ožujku 1994. godine napisao oporuku iz koje ju je potpuno izbacio. Ta oporuka nije bio pravovažna, jer Kurta su ubili prije nego je stigao da ju potpiše i ovjeri.
3. Dakle ključni motiv za njegovo ubojstvo je bio konflikt interesa i milioni dolara. Courtney je pobjesnjela kada je Kurt odbio da Nirvana bude Headliner na proljetnoj turneji po Americi, čime je bacio u nepovrat nekoliko miliona dolara.
4. Raspad Nirvane je bio također neminovan. Cobain je izgubio interes za taj projekt, kao da je Nirvana zatvorila krug svog postojanja, prošla kroz sve faze kroz koje je trebala proći i rekla sve što je imala. Jedino što ga je interesiralo bio je novi projekt sa Michael Stipe-om, pjevačem REM-a, koji nikad nije ugledao svjetlost dana.
5. Ovim njegovim stavom, kompanija Geffen je također bila ugrožena, jer bi ostala u tom slučaju bez možda svog najboljeg klijenta, na kome je samo na albumu Nevermind zaradila 50 miliona dolara čistog profita, a ukupni troškovi oko snimanja albuma su bili 300.000 dolara, što je minorno za ovakav antologijski i revolucionarni album, ako se zna da je ista cifra jedva dovoljna za doručak Michael Jackson-a i njegovih ljubimaca. Procjenjuje se da je Geffen zaradio mnogo više na Nirvani poslije Kurtove smrti. Možda su i oni proračunali da im više odgovara smrt Kurt-a....?!
6. Savršeno je iskorištena činjenica da je Cobain bio narkoman, labilan i antisocijalan lik, kronično iznerviran, te mu je bilo veoma lako zalijepiti etiketu da je neuračunljiv, suicidalan, a još naročito ako se uzme u obzir radni naziv za album In Utero “I hate myself and I want to die”, uz njegovu strast prema oružju, dobivate dobitnu kombinaciju. ( Kurt je imao revolver Taurus kalibar 38, poluautomatski pištolj Beretta 380 i američku automatsku pušku Colt AR 15/16 i 25 kutija municije – sve ovo mu je oduzela policija u petak 18. marta 1994. kad ga je Courtney prijavila policiji, da namjerava da se ubije, dok je njegova verzija bila da je pokušavao da se zaštiti i drži na odstojanju u Courtney, te se zabarikadirao u kupatilu.
7. Lokalni roker, Eldon Hoke, poznatiji kao El Duce, koji liči više na dželata iz srednjeg vijeka, nego na rokera, je posvjedočio da mu je Courtney ponudila 50000 dolara da ubije Kurta. On je 1996. bio dva puta na testu – detektoru laži i oba puta je prošao. Dao je i intervju za dokumentarac Kurt & Courtney u kome je sve ispričao. Ubijen je 7 dana poslije toga – “slučajno” ga je zgazio volak! Kao da gledamo X-files...
8. Prvi osumnjičeni za ubojstvo Kurt-a Cobain-a je Michael Dewitt, muška dadilja u rezidenciji Cobain-ovih. Bio je u Rimu sa Couurtney kad je pokušan prvi pokušaj ubojstva Kurta, i od 2. do 7. aprila se ne zna gdje je bio – nestao je i iznenada se pojavio kod Courtney 7. aprila u Los Angeles-u ( Kurt je ubijen 5. aprila u 2h pm po lokalnom vremenu u Seatttlu). U Rimu, prema istrazi i svjedočenjima očevidaca, navodi se da se on spremao da napusti hotel, da podigne pare, ostavi Courtney pismo u kome joj saopćtava da se razvodi od nje. Umjesto toga, 3. marta 1994. on završava u bolnici na ispiranju stomaka, 20 sati je u komi, Courtney je našminkana i sređena dok njega vode u bolnicu i njegov organizam uspijeva da preživi udar 50 tableta rohipnola ( lijek sličan valijumu ) pomiješan sa šampanjcem, navodno je prvi put pokušao da se ubije, a priča se o oproštajnom pismu, koje je ustvari bilo oproštajno za Courtney.
Da podsjetim, Kurt je bio ekstremno indirektan, sve je saopćtavao na posredan nacin. To se još dalo primjetiti u načinima na koje je morao da otpusti neadekvatne bubnjare, pa do ideje obraćanja publici preko pisma u unutrašnjem omotu albuma In Utero, što naravno Geffen nije pristao. U Rimu su se Kurt i Courtney sastali poslije dužeg vremena, jer su i ona i on bili na turneji po Europi sa svojim bendovima. Prijatelji Kurta tvrde da on nikada nije koristio ili spominjao rohipnol.
9. Prva slijedeća prilika za atentat na Kurta se ukazala kad je on pobjegao iz centra Marina Del Rej za rehabilitacija i skidanje od narkotika, u Kaliforniji 28. marta, a 30. marta je već bio u Seattlu. Bilo je samo pitanje ko će prvi stići do njega, policija ili atentatori. Cobain usput kupuje pušku Remington 11, kalibar 22 – sačmarica, vjerojatno za samobranu, kako je i rekao svom prijatelju Dylanu Carlson-u. Ista puška je iskorištena kao osiguranje da Cobain neće preživjeti još jedan atentat, te mu je reznesen mozak, pored ogromne doze heroina koja mu je ubrizgana.
10. U isto vrijeme, kada kreće potraga za Kurtom, njegova žena odbija da pomogne u istrazi i da dođe u Seattle, opravdavajući to nekim poslovima i obavezama u Los Anegeles-u. Šta može da bude bitnije od pronalaženja nestalog muža?! Jedino atentat na njega. Iznajmila je privatnog detektiva – Tom Grant, koji je umjesto da bude poslušna marioneta, bio prva osoba koja je shvatila i iznijela činjenice u javnost da Cobain nije izvršio samoubojstvo i da on vjeruje da Courtney stoji iza ubojstva kao glavni organizator, ali ne i izvršilac, jer je bila u LA-u 5. aprila.
11. Kurta su ubili 5. aprila 1994. Sad je ostalo samo još tijelo da se nađe. Prošao je jedan dan. Ništa. Prošao je još jedan dan – opet ništa. Zatim Courtney počinje da NAVODI istragu na njihovu Greenhouse kuću u Seattleu i preko telefona govori Kurtovom najboljem prijatelju”Check the Greenhouse!” On to nije učinio i prolazi JOŠ jedan dan. Zatim u panici, ona zove lokalnu Security kompaniju da započnu radove na sigurnosnim svijetlima oko njihove kuće. Oni šalju radnika i on pronalazi tijelo u 8:40 am 8. aprila 1994. Čovjek se zove naravno – Gary Smith.
12. Za to vrijeme neko i dalje koristi Kurtovu kreditnu karticu!
13. Policija u Seattleu je za 3 SATA zatvorila slučaj, proglasila da je bilo u pitanju samoubojstvo, pronađena je puška, oproštajno pismo. Nije uopće urađen toksikološki test niti su forenzičari izašli na teren. Policija ignorira činjenicu da su svi Kurtovi prijatelji svjedočili da on nije bio suicidalan.
14. Zatim, vrhunac i krunski dokaz koji ukazuje da je Kurt ubijen je loše ukomponirana uloga sačmarice u čitavu ovu priču. Maksimalna doza heroina, koju bi najotporniji narkoman mogao da podnese je 75 do 80 mg heroina, što izaziva 0,5 mg po litru morfija u krvi ( heroin je derivat opijuma, a morfij derivat heroina ). Kod Cobaina je ustanovljeno da je imao 1,52 mg po litru morfija u krvi, što znači da se upucao sa 225 – 240 mg heroina – što je tri puta veća doza od smrtonosne. Za one koji nisu narkomani, i 10 mg heroina može biti fatalna doza, a ovdje je u pitanju 240 mg!
15. Prema svim studijama, ovakva doza heroina izaziva neposrednu i trenutnu smrt, čineći čovjeka potpuno onesposposobljenim. I sad, znači Cobain je nadčovjek koji je imun na ovoliku dozu heroina i ima snage da uzme sačmaricu i da je stavi u usta i opali. Ti koji su montirali čitavo ovo ubojstvo, čak nisu vodili računa ni o dužini puške, jer Remington 11 je tolika sačmarica, da Cobain nije nikako mogao da jedan kraj stavi u usta, a prstima da dohvati okidač – pod uvjetom da je uspjeo da ignorira tri puta veću dozu heroina od maksimalne. Željeo se samo postići dramski efekt i osiguranje da ovaj put se Kurt neće izvući. Sve je montirano, sa jakom podrškom insajdera u policiji, koja i dan danas odbija da otvori slučaj ponovo. Otvorit će ga kad on zastari i kad glavni krivci ili više ne budu živi ili budu pred kraj svog života. Jeftina američka priča. 16. Veoma zanimljiva stvar je opet oproštajno pismo – novo, iz Seattlea, u kome Kurt se obraća publici i navodi razloge zašto napušta svijet muzike, zašto napušta Nirvanu, Seattle Courtney... Nigdje nije rekao da će napustiti zemlju! A, onda neko dopisuje posljednjih nekoliko redova kako bi to izgledalo kao oproštajno pismo. Upoređivan je rukopis Courtney sa tim dopisanim redovima i pogodite što je ustanovljeno!.
17. Na pušci nema jasnih otisaka prstiju koji ukazuju da ju je Kurt držao, a proglašeno je da se njom ubio!
18. Niti u jednoj studiji u zadnjih 30 godina, ne postoji nijedan slučaj samoubojstva u Americi u kome su bili korišteni i vatreno oružje i narkotici kao overdose. Zašto bi se neko ubijao sa 2 različite stvari!? Sve ovo podsjeća na Alana Forda i na jednu epizodu u kojoj se spominje lik koji je izvršio samoubojstvo sa 256 ispaljenih metaka u sebe!
zaostali i depresivni gradić na sjeverozapadu Sjedinjenih američkih država, u blizini Seattlea. Djetinjstvo mu je bilo sretno do osme godine, a onda su počele nesuglasice između njegovih roditelja. Noćima je sjedio na svome krevetu i slušao kako se mama i tata svađaju. " Mrzim mamu. Mrzim tatu. Tata mrzi mamu. Mama mrzi tatu. Zbog toga jednostavno moraš biti tužan", napisao je u jednoj pjesmi iz tog vremena. Roditelji su mu se na kraju razveli i Kurt je živio na različitim mjestima - kod djeda i bake, kod mame, kod tate, kod prijatelja, a neko je vrijeme bio i beskućnik. U srednjoj školi upoznao je Chrisa Novoselica, s kojim ga je povezala ljubav prema glazbi, osobito prema punku. Zajedno su osnovali prvi bend, Stiff Woodies, u kojem je Kurt svirao bubnjeve. Ime grupe mijenjalo se nekoliko puta, sve dok 1989. Kurt nije smislio ono pravo - Nirvana. Sinulo mu je to pošto je na televiziji gledao dokumentarac o budizmu. U budističkoj filozofiji nirvana označava stanje najvećeg blaženstva, oslobođenje od svih životnih briga i težnji. U lipnju 1989. godine Nirvana je snimila prvi album "Bleach". Na njemu je i pjesma "About A Girl", posvećena Kurtovoj prvoj velikoj ljubavi, Tracy Merender. Dvije godine poslije, 1991., dotadašnja bubnjara Chada Chaninga zamjenjuje Dave Grohl, a Nirvana snima legendarni album "Nevermind". Pjesma "Smells Like Teen Spirit" s tog albuma uskoro dospijeva na prvo mjesto top ljestvica i Kurt, Chris i Dave postaju velike zvijezde. To je vrijeme možda bilo najsretnije u Kurtovu životu. Glazba ga je ispunjavala, a upoznao je i svoju srodnu dušu - Courtney Love. Njih dvoje bili su istodobno i slični i potpuno različiti. Ona je bila problematična, divlja i neprilagođena osoba i neki vjeruju da je prečesto iskorištavala njegovu osjećajnost. Vjenčali su se 24. veljače 1992., a u kolovozu se rodila njihova kći Francis Bean. Iako je tvrdio da ga je rođenje Francis promijenilo i da želi postat odgovoran otac, Kurt ipak nije uspio pobijediti unutarnje demone koji su ga razarali. Mučile su ga teške depresije i strašni bolovi u želucu, a ovisnost o heroinu samo je pogoršavala njegovo stanje. Kurtovo mrtvo tijelo pronađeno je u rano jutro 8. travnja 1994., na podu njegove luksuzne kuće u Seattleu. Samoubojstvo sačmaricom, glasilo je službeno izvješće. Kurt je iza sebe ostavio oproštajno pismo, prekrasnu kćer, stotine divnih pjesama i milijune više nego vjernih fanova koji ga nikad neće zaboraviti...
Nekoliko kratkih crtica:
-Inačica glasovite naslovnice albuma "Nevermind" - umjesto bebe, u vodi je snimljen Kurt
-Časopis Total Guitar uvrstio je Kurta na top ljestvicu 20 najboljih gitarista svih vremena
-Albumi Nirvane dosad su prodani u milijunskim nakladama
-"Ja sam glasnogovornik samog sebe. Nemam odgovore na sva pitanja i zbunjen sam kao i svi ostali", rekao je Kurt kad su ga proglasili "glasom nove generacije"
-Kurt je u djetinjstvu bio hiperaktivan i roditelji su ga prisiljavali da uzima lijek za umirenje, a poslije je počeo patiti od teških depresija
-Kurt je mrzio slavu, sramio se svega što ona donosi, jer je bio vrlo skroman i povučen
-Bolovi u želucu katkad su bili tako jaki da Kurt nije mogao nastupati
-Kurt je rijetko kad bio doista sretan
-Posljednji pravi koncert Nirvana je održala u Ljubljani 27. veljače 1994.
-Kurt je isfurao grungerski modni stil - jednostavnost i nepoštivanje pravila
-Krist i Dave voljeli su Kurta jer je bio brižan, velikodušan i drag
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About a Girl - song #3 on Bleach, and song #1 on Unplugged. The unplugged version was released as a single on October 24, 1994. The single's B-side was also from Unplugged, "Something in the Way". Chad Channing plays drums on the Bleach version and Dave Grohl plays on Unplugged. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Aero Zeppelin - song #13 on Incesticide. Recorded 12/24/88 in the Reciprocal Studios, Seattle. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Albini, Steve - recorded the In Utero album.
All Apologies - song #12 on In Utero, and song #13 on Unplugged. On In Utero, Kera Schaley plays cello, and on Unplugged Lori Goldston plays the cello on this song. The In Utero version was released as a single in December of '94. It's B-sides include "Rape Me" and "MV". The unplugged video was a huge hit on MTV, and it was #7 on the Top 100 countdown of 1994. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Aneurysm - song #15 on Incesticide. Recorded in the U.K.for the BBC Radio 1 Mark Goodier Sessions on 11/5/91 and was produced by Miti Adhikari. The original version appears on the "Smells Like Teen Spirit" import single and the six song import "Hoarmoaning". It was recorded 1/1/91 by Craig Montgomery at Music Source, Seattle. Written by Kurt Cobain, Chris Novoselic and Dave Grohl.
Anorexorcist - rare track, only know to have been played once on 12/14/87 in Tacoma, WA. This was Nirvana's first known show.
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Baba O'Riley - rare track, a cover song of The Who. It was only know to have been played once by Nirvana, in Rennes, France 12/7/91.
Bambi Kill (Bambi Slaughter) - rare track, recorded as a home demo in Seattle, the fall of '86. Found on the Fecal Matter Demo.
Bureaucratic Desire For Revenge - the CD single by Earth that Kurt played on. Kurt played guitar on "A Bureaucratic Desire For Revenge Parts 1 and 2". It was considered a CD single, but the three tracks lasted 32 minutes. It was released in 1991 on Sub Pop.
Beans - rare track, allegedly from the Ted, Ed and Fred demos in 1988. Recorded in '86, "The Beans Session". Other songs recorded include Verse Chorus Verse (acoustic version, known as "Sappy") and Misery Loves Company.
Been a Son - song #4 on Incesticide. Recorded in the U.K. for the BBC Radio 1 Mark Goodier Sessions on 11/5/91 and was produced by Miti Adhikari. Dave Grohl plays drums on this track. Originally one of the B-sides from the "Blew" 12" single. A live version (recorded 10/31/91 in Seattle) was also included on the "Lithium" single. Been a Son written by Kurt Cobain and Chris Novoselic.
Beeswax - song #9 on Incesticide. It was taken from the Bleach demos, recorded 12/24/88 in Reciprocal Studios, Seattle. The track also appeared on "Kill Rock Stars", a compilation on K Records, released in the summer of '91. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain and Chris Novoselic.
Big Cheese - song #12 on Bleach. Chad Channing plays drums on this track.Written by Kurt Cobain about Jonathan Poneman, a man at Sub Pop, and the pressure he put on the band.
Big Long Now - song #14 on Incesticide. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain and Chris Novoselic.
Black and White Blues - acoustic instrumental track recorded by Kurt Cobain. Unknown date, place etc.
Blandest - demo recorded in Reciprocal studios, 12/24/88. It was later cut from the "Love Buzz" 7" single.
Bleach - Nirvana's first album. First released on vinyl, June 1989. It was released on CD on Sup Pop and Tupelo Records in August 1989. It was remastered and re-released on DGC Records in April 1992. Includes 13 tracks at 42:43, all written by Kurt Cobain except "Love Buzz", written by Robby Van Leeuwen and originally performed by Shocking Blue. Dale Crover played drums on "Floyd the Barber", "Paper Cuts" and "Downer". Chad Channing played drums on the rest of the tracks. It was recorded in Seattle at Reciprocal Recording Studios by Jack Endino for $606.15 from December 24-29, 1988. Front cover photo by Tracy Marander. Inner photos by Charles Peterson. Design by Lisa Orth.
Blew - song #1 on Bleach. It was released as a 12" single, on Tupelo Records in December of '89. It's B-sides included "Love Buzz" (written by Robby Van Leeuwen and originally performed by Shocking Blue), "Been a Son", and "Stain" (both written by Kurt Cobain and Chris Novoselic). Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Blew was written by Kurt Cobain.
Breed - song #4 on Nevermind. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Burckhard, Aaron - Fecal Matter drummer, from 1985 to 1986.
Buzz Cut - an experimental sound clip, recorded and mixed in Reciprocal Studios, 12/24/88 by Kurt. Also known as "Noise Bleed" on some bootlegs.
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Channing, Chad - the drummer for Nirvana from 1986-1990. He played on most of the songs on Bleach and left the band before Nevermind. Many songs on Incesticide are songs from studio sessions that Chad took part in.
Clean Up Before She Comes - rare track, recorded on a four track by Kurt in Seattle '87.
Cobain, Kurt - the front man of Nirvana. He sang and played guitar throughout the band's career, from 1985 to 1994. He wrote almost every song including numerous hit singles and lead the band through four albums. Nirvana ended in 1994 when Kurt was found dead on April 8th. He allegedly committed suicide.
Come as You Are - song #3 on Nevermind and song #2 on Unplugged. The Nevermind version was released as a single in February of 1992. It's B-sides include "School" and "Drain You", both live versions recorded 10/31/91 in Seattle. Some singles also include "Endless, Nameless", the secret song on most pressings of Nevermind. Nirvana shot a video for this in '92, and recently it was named the 12th best alternative video of all time by MTV. Lithium written by Kurt Cobain.
Crisco - rare track, known only to have been played once on 11/29/91 in Glasgow, Scotland. It is also known as "Rock Whore".
Crover, Dale - drummer of the Melvins who took the drummer position temporarily for several months until Chad Channing joined the band. He played on several tracks on Bleach and Incesticide.
Curmudgeon - the B-side on the "Lithium" single. Recorded in April of 1992 by Barret Jones at the Laundry Room Studios. Dave Grohl plays drums on this track. It was also played live only once, on 11/23/91 in Belgium.
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Dazed and Confused - rare track, a cover song of Led Zeppelin. Kurt and Chris played parts of the song while Chad Channing was repairing his snare drum. It was played only this once by Nirvana on 11/26/89 in Mezzago, Italy.
Dementia 7 (D7) - originally written by Greg Sage and the Wipers. Nirvana recorded in a John Peel Session 1991. It first appeared on the six song import "Hoarmoaning", and later was released on the "Lithium" UK single.
DGC (David Geffen Company) - Nirvana's record company for their final five official albums.
Dive - song #1 on Incesticide, first appeared as the B-side on the Sliver 7" single. It was recorded at Smart Studios, Wisconsin in April 1990 by Butch Vig. It was also included on the compilation "The Grunge Years" on Sub Pop, released in 1991. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Do You Love Me? - track that appeared on "Hard to Believe: A KISS Compilation". The band recorded the song in a college studio ? for free. The next time they heard it it was on the KISS comp.
Donuts - rare track, the set closer for their 11/15/93 show in New York City. It is only known to have been played once.
Dough Ray and Me - track recorded in early '94.
Down in the Dark - a song by Mark Lanegan that Kurt and Chris played guitar on. It appeared on his 1990 release "The Winding Sheet".
Downer - song #13 on Bleach and song #10 on Incesticide. The Incesticide version is from the Bleach demos 1988. Dale Crover plays drums both versions of this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Drain You - song #8 on Nevermind. It appeared as a B-side on the "Smells Like Teen Spirit" single. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Dumb - song #6 on In Utero, and song #6 on Unplugged. On the In Utero version , Kera Schaley plays cello, and on Unplugged Lori Goldston plays the cello on this song. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Duncan, John - played the second guitar in Nirvana for a short period of time before they picked up Pat Smear.
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End, The - rare track, a cover song of the Doors. It was also played live only once by Nirvana, on 11/23/91 in Belgium.
Endless, Nameless - an unlisted track which appears on Nevermind ten minutes after the end of "Something in the Way". The track was accidentally omitted from initial U.S. pressings and all foreign pressings. It later appeared on most of the "Come as You Are" singles. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Extreme, The - an alternate version of If You Must, one of the Bleach demos.
Even in His Youth - recorded in their John Peel Session 1991. It first appeared on the six song import "Hoarmoaning", and later was released on the "Smells Like Teen Spirit" single. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Everman, Jason - was a hired guitarist for Nirvana to do live shows in 1989. He is listed in the Bleach credits, but did no work on the album. Soon he left to join another Seattle based band, Soundgarden.
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Fecal Matter - Kurt and Chris's first band, with Aaron Burckhard. Floyd the Barber-song #2 on Bleach. Dale Crover plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Foo Fighters - Dave Grohl and Pat Smear's new band. They joined Will Goldsmith (on drums) and Nate Mendel (on bass), from the Seattle band Sunny Day Real Estate. The Foo Fighters currently have a self titled album out.
Formaldehyde - rare track, a regular set opener for Nirvana in 1991.
Foster, Dave - drummer for Nirvana during a short period of time in 1988.
Fountain Soda - track recorded in early '94.
Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle - song #5 on In Utero. Written by Kurt Cobain.
From The Muddy Banks Of The Wishkah - the sixth and latest Nirvana album released by Geffen Records on October 1, 1996 in the US. This album is a collection of live performances recorded from 1989 to 1994. The album includes "Spank Thru" (recorded in Rome on Nov. 19, 1991), as well as modern rock staples like "Smells Like Teen Spirit" (Del Mar, California, Dec. 28, 1991) and an early version of "Breed" while it was still called "Imodium" (London, Dec. 5, 1989). The rest of the lineup consists of "School" (Amsterdam, Nov. 25, 1991), "Drain You" (Del Mar, Dec. 28, 1991), "Aneurysm" (Del Mar, Dec. 28, 1991), "Been a Son" (Amsterdam, Nov. 25, 1991), "Lithium" (Amsterdam, Nov. 25, 1991), "Sliver" (Springfield, Massachusetts, Nov. 10, 1993), "Scentless Apprentice" (Seattle, Dec. 13, 1993), "Heart-Shaped Box" (Los Angeles, Dec. 30, 1993), "Milk It" (Seattle, Jan. 5, 1994), "Negative Creep" (Seattle, Oct. 31, 1991), "Polly" (London, Dec. 5, 1989) and "tourette's" (Reading, England, Aug. 30, 1992).
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Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through the Strip - extra song on import versions of In Utero. It is listed as "Devalued American Dollar Purchase Incentive Track".
Grohl, Dave - drummer and backup vocalist for Nirvana from 1990 to 1994. His first show was 10/11/90 in Olympia, WA. After Kurt died, he and Nirvana guitarist Pat Smear joined two members of Sunny Day Real Estate to form the Foo Fighters.
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Hairspray Queen - song #12 on Incesticide. It was recorded in 1988, but it was later cut from Bleach. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Heart Shaped Box - song #3 on In Utero. Released as a single on August 23, 1993, the first single off of In Utero. B-sides include "Milk It" (from In Utero) and "Marigold", which included Dave Grohl on guitar and vocals, and Kurt Cobain on drums. Marigold was recorded during the In Utero sessions in March 1993. They also shot a video for it in 1993, and later added another scene of Kurt lying down in flowers. The video was voted Best Video by the fans at the MTV Music Awards in 1994, several months after Kurt had died. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Help Me, I'm Hungry - rare track, played several times in '89, including 11/5/89 in Melkweg, Amsterdam Holland, 11/8/89 in Koln, Germany, and 11/22/89 in Vienna, Austria.
Here She Comes Now - a cover song of the Velvet Underground. Appeared on "Heaven and Hell: A Tribute to the Velvet Underground Vol. 1". It was also released on a split 7" single, along with the Melvins version of "Venus in Furs". Here She Comes Now was recorded at the Laundry Room studios, 1990. Both songs are written by Lou Reed and originally performed by the Velvet Underground.
High on the Hog - rare track, played only once as the set closer for the 11/26/89 show with TAD in Mezzago, Italy.
Harmoaning - a six song CD that was released only as an import. It was released in between Nevermind and Incesticide in January of 1991. The songs include "Turnaround", "Aneurysm", "D-7", "Son of a Gun", "Even in His Youth" and "Molly's Lips". D-7, Aneurysm and Even in His Youth later appeared on singles, while the rest are now on Incesticide.
Hummingbirds From Hell - very very rare track, unknown date, etc.
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If You Must - taken from the Ted, Ed and Fred demos 1986. It's also known as "The Token Easter Song" on some bootlegs, and an alternate version is known as "The Extreme".
I Hate Myself and Want to Die - track that was recorded during the In Utero sessions in March 1993. It was cut from In Utero, but was included on "The Beavis and Butthead Experience" compilation. Written by Kurt Cobain.
I'm a Vegetarian - rare track, that was played once, 10/2/91 in Washington D.C.
Immigrant Song - rare track, a cover song of Led Zeppelin. It was played only once by Nirvana, 12/21/88 at Hoquaim, WA. This was Nirvana's second known show.
Immodium - early version of Breed, with different lyrics. Recorded 11/89.
In Bloom - song #2 on Nevermind. It was also released as a single: the 7" and cassette singles were released November 30, 1992, and CD singles were released on December 7 1992. It's B-sides include "Sliver" and "Polly", both live versions recorded 12/28/91 in Del Mar, CA. Nirvana also shot two videos for In Bloom, one in 1990, which got no air play, but the Nevermind version was a big hit. All songs written by Kurt Cobain.
In His Room (In His Hands) - Rare track
Incesticide - Nirvana's third album. Released on DGC Records on December 15, 1992. Includes 15 tracks at 44:45. Sticker on package reads "Rare B-Sides, BBC Sessions, Original Demo Recordings, Outtakes, Stuff Never Before Available." "Turnaround" written by Mark Mothersbaugh and Gerald V. Casale, and originally performed by Devo. "Molly's Lips" and "Son of a Gun" written by Eugene Kelly and Frances McKee, and originally performed by the Vaselines. The other tracks are written by Kurt Cobain and Nirvana. Dan Peters plays drums on "Sliver". Dale Crover plays drums on "Downer". Chad Channing plays drums on "Dive", "Stain", "Beeswax", "Mexican Seafood", "Hairspray Queen", "Aero Zeppelin", and "Big Long Now". Dave Grohl plays drums on the rest of the tracks. Art direction by Robert Fisher, cover painting by Kurt Cobain, live photograph by Charles Peterson.
In His Hands - rare track, written in the summer of 1990. It was played several times, 11/25/90 in Seattle, 4/17/91 in Seattle, and 8/17/90 in Hollywood. Also known as In His Room and Spectre on some bootlegs.
In Utero - Nirvana's fourth album. Released on DGC Records in the UK and Australia on September 14, 1993, and in the U.S. on September 21, 1993. U.S. releases include 12 tracks at 41:20, and other releases include 12 tracks at 69:05. All tracks are written by Kurt Cobain and Nirvana. Dave Grohl plays drums on all of the tracks. Cello on "All Apologies" and "Dumb" by Kera Schaley. Non-U.S. releases include the extra song "Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through the Strip" at the end of All Apologies. It is listed as "Devalued American Dollar Purchase Incentive Track". Recorded by Steve Albini in March 1993 at Pachyderm Studios in Minneapolis, Minnesota. Technician: Bob Weston. Additional mixing on Heart Shaped Box and All Apologies by Scott Litt. Second engineer with Scott Litt: Adam Kasper. Mastered by Bob Ludwig. Photographers, Kurt Cobain, Robert Fisher, Michael Lavine, Karen Mason, Wendy O'Conner, Charles Peterson, Neil Wallace. Illustrations by Alex Gray and Rodger Ferris. Art direction and design by Kurt Cobain and Robert Fisher.
It's Closing Soon - rare track, supposedly from "The Rio Tape" that Kurt and Courtney both played on.
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Jag Stang - Kurt Cobain's custom guitar. Made by Fender. It was designed by Kurt by putting together polaroids of a Mustang and Jaguar. Two of these guitars were made, candy apple red & sonic blue. The first was used during the In Utero world tour, the latter wasn't received until after Kurt's death.
Jealousy - rare track, that was played only once by Nirvana, 1/23/93 in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil.
Jesus Don't Want Me For a Sunbeam - a cover song of the Vaselines. It was played live many times by Nirvana, including at their MTV Unplugged show in NY on 11/18/93.
Junkyard - fairly rare track, a regular in Nirvana's shows from 9/89 to 1/90, but never known to have been recorded in the studio.
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Lake of Fire - a cover song of the Meat Puppets. It was played only once by Nirvana, at their MTV Unplugged show in NY on 11/18/93 with Curt and Cris Kirkwood of the Meat Puppets.
Landlord - a mix of many sound clips from music and TV that were mixed together by Kurt. It's not really a Nirvana song, but it appears on some bootlegs.
Lanegan, Mark - Kurt Cobain played with him on several songs on his album, "The Winding Sheet". Lanegan is currently the singer of the Seattle based band "The Screaming Trees".
Led Zeppelin - original performer of "Dazed And Confused" (11/26/89, Mezzago, Italy), "Immigrant Song" (12/21/88, Hoquaim, WA) and "Moby Dick" (12/14/87, Tacoma, WA), three songs Nirvana covered live.
Ledbetter, Huddie - original writer and performer of "Where Did You Sleep Last Night?", a song that both Nirvana and Mark Lanegan covered. Where Did You Sleep Last Night? originally performed by Leadbelly.
Lithium - song #5 on Nevermind. It was released as a single in July of 1992. It's B-sides include "Been a Son" (Live),recorded 10/31/91 in Seattle, and "Curmudgeon", which was recorded in April of 1992 at the Laundry Room Studios by Barret Jones. The U.K. singles also include "D7". Nirvana shot a video for this in 1992, and they also played it live at the MTV Music Awards on 9/9/92, and the live video has been frequently shown on MTV. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Lounge Act - song #9 on Nevermind. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Love Buzz - song #5 on Bleach. It was also the first recording ever released by Nirvana, a 7" on Sub Pop in October 1988. It is now Sub Pop singles Club #1. It's B-side is "Big Cheese", which is written by Kurt Cobain. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Love Buzz is written by Robby Van Leeuwen and originally performed by Shocking Blue.
Love, Courtney - Kurt's widowed wife, currently lead singer and guitarist of the band Hole.
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Man Who Sold the World - a cover song of David Bowie. It was played live several times by Nirvana, including at their MTV Unplugged show in NY on 11/18/93.
Marigold - track included Dave Grohl on guitar and vocals, and Kurt Cobain on drums. Marigold was recorded during the In Utero sessions in March 1993, and was included as a B-side of "Heart Shaped Box" single. It was first recorded by Dave Grohl solo, as a demo, in December of 1990 at Upland Studios, Arlington, VA. Marigold written by Dave Grohl.
Meat Puppets - a Phoenix based band that played with Nirvana at their MTV Unplugged show in NY on 11/18/93. Curt and Cris Kirkwood played with Nirvana on their original songs: "Oh Me", "Plateau", and "Lake of Fire". The Meat Puppets also include Derrick Bostrom on drums.
Mexican Seafood - song #11 on Incesticide. It is from the Bleach demos 1988. The track also appeared on "Teriyaki Asthma", a compilation released on C/Z Records in 1989. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Midnight Macaroni - very very rare track, unknown date, etc.
Milk It - song #8 on In Utero. It is also included as a B-side on the "Heart Shaped Box" single. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Misery Loves Company - rare track, allegedly recorded in '86
Moby Dick - rare track, a cover song of Led Zeppelin. It was only know to have been played once, as the set closer for the 12/14/87 in Tacoma, WA. This was Nirvana's first known show.
Molly's Lips - song #6 on Incesticide, a cover song of the Vaselines. Recorded in the U.K. for the BBC Radio 1 John Peel Sessions, and it was produced by Dale Griffin. Dave Grohl plays drums on this track. It first appeared on the six song import "Hoarmoaning". A live version was also included on a split 7" single, with a live version of the song "Candy" by Fluid. It was released in 1/91. It is Sub Pop singles Club #27. Molly's Lips was written by Eugene Kelly and Frances McKee, and originally performed by the Vaselines.
Money Will Roll Right In - a cover song of Mudhoney. It was only played twice by Nirvana, 6/30/92 in Museet, Stockholm, and at the Reading Festival in London on 8/30/92.
Mr. Moustache - song #10 on Bleach. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
MV - track recorded during the In Utero sessions in March 1993, and was included as a B-side of "All Apologies" single. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Mudhoney-Seattle based band and original performer of "The Money Will Roll Right In", a song that Nirvana covered live. It is also the band that Dan Peters (temporary Nirvana drummer in 1991) was from.
My Sharona - rare track, a cover song of the Knack. It was only known to have been played once by Nirvana, 2/16/94 in Rennes, France.
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Negative Creep - song #7 on Bleach. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Nevermind - Nirvana's second album. Released on DGC Records on September 24, 1991. "Endless, Nameless" is an unlisted track which appears ten minutes after the end of "Something in the Way". This track was accidentally omitted from initial US pressings, and from all foreign pressings. Without Endless, Nameless the songs are 12 at 42:36. With Endless, Nameless the songs are 12 at 59:23. All tracks are written by Kurt Cobain. Dave Grohl plays drums on all of the tracks. Cello on "Something in the Way" by Kirk Canning. Produced and engineered by Butch Vig and Nirvana. Mixed by Andy Wallace. Recorded in May-June 1991, at Sound City Studios in Van Nuys, California. Cover photo by Kirk Weddle, art direction and design by Robert Fisher. Inner photos by Michael Levine. Monkey photo by Kurt Cobain.
New Wave Polly - song #9 on Incesticide. It's a different version of Polly (Nevermind, Unplugged), recorded in the U.K.for the BBC Radio 1 Mark Goodier Sessions on 11/5/91 and was produced by Miti Adhikari. Dave Grohl plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain, Chris Novoselic and Dave Grohl.
Noise Bleed - see "Buzz Cut"
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Oh Me - a cover song of the Meat Puppets. It was played only once by Nirvana, at their MTV Unplugged show in NY on 11/18/93 with Curt and Cris Kirkwood of the Meat Puppets.
Oh, the Guilt - track released as a split single on February 22, 1993, and recorded in April 1992 at the Laundry Room Studios by Barret Jones. The other song included was "Puss", by the Jesus Lizard. Limited edition of 200,000 copies worldwide. Australian picture disc is a limited edition of 1500. UK 7" is a limited edition pressed on blue vinyl, and some come with a free poster. "Oh, the Guilt" was written by Kurt Cobain.
On a Plain - song #11 on Nevermind and song #8 on Unplugged. The Nevermind version was released as a promo single following "Smells Like Teen Spirit" in '91. Written by Kurt Cobain.
On the Mountain - rare track. It was played only once by Nirvana, in Chicago on 10/23/93. Also known as "You Got No Right".
Opinion - rare track, played only once by Kurt solo on acoustic guitar on 9/15/90 at "The Boy Meets Girl Show", KAOS-FM in Olympia, WA.
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Paper Cuts - song #6 on Bleach. Dale Crover plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Pay to Play - the demo version of "Stay Away", that includes different lyrics, recorded 4/90 in Smart Studios, Wisconsin. The track appeared on the compilation album "DGC Rarities Volume 1".
Pennyroyal Tea - song #9 on In Utero and song #5 on Unplugged. Allegedly, a CD single (of a remix of the In Utero version) was released in Europe somewhere, with the B-sides of "I Hate Myself and I Want to Die" and "Where Did You Sleep Last Night?" (From Unplugged). Pennyroyal Tea and I Hate Myself and I Want to Die were written by Kurt Cobain. Where Did You Sleep Last Night? was written by Huddie Ledbetter and originally performed by Leadbelly.
Peters, Dan - drummer of Mudhoney, one of two temporary drummers that played in Nirvana in between Chad Channing and Dave Grohl. Plateau-a cover song of the Meat Puppets. It was played only once by Nirvana, at their MTV Unplugged show in NY on 11/18/93 with Curt and Cris Kirkwood of the Meat Puppets.
Pocketwatch (Simple Machines Tool #3) - a compilation of two studio sessions recorded with Dave Grohl on all the instruments. Dave recorded seven songs, including the first version of "Marigold", at Upland Studios, VA on 12/23/90, and four more at WGNS Studios, VA, including the first version of the Foo Fighters track "Winnebago", on 7/27/91. The two sessions were combined onto one cassette and released on Simple Machines Records in 1992.
Polly - song #6 on Nevermind and song #7 on Unplugged. An alternate version, called "New Wave", appears on Incesticide. Written by Kurt Cobain, Chris Novoselic and Dave Grohl.
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Radio Friendly Unit Shifter - song #10 on In Utero. A live version of this song also appeared on the "Home Alive" compilation benefit CD, released in early '96. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Rape Me - song #4 on In Utero. The track also appears as a B-side on the "Heart Shaped Box" single. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Raunchola - rare track, only know to have been played once on 12/14/87 in Tacoma, WA. This was Nirvana's first known show.
Return of the Rat - cover song of the Wipers. It originally appeared on a compilation called "16 Songs For Greg Sage and the Wipers", released in 1991. Written by Greg Sage.
Run Rabbit Run - rare track, only know to have been played once on 12/21/88 in Hoquaim, WA. This was Nirvana's second known show.
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Sappy - alternate version of "Verse Chorus Verse", played on acoustic guitar and recorded by Kurt in '86, "The Beans Session".
Scentless Apprentice - song #2 on In Utero. Written by Kurt Cobain, Chris Novoselic and Dave Grohl.
School - song #4 on Bleach. A live video has been shown on MTV, from the documentary "1991: The Year Punk Broke". Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Scoff - song #8 on Bleach. Chad Channing played drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Serve the Servants - song #1 on In Utero. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Shocking Blue - A Swedish band. Original performer of "Love Buzz".
Siftings - song #11 on Bleach. Chad Channing played drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Sliver - song #2 on Incesticide. It was released as a 7" single on Sub Pop in September 1990. The B-side was "Dive". Tupelo versions of the single were released in January 1991, due to pressing difficulties. First 3000 copies of the Sub Pop 7" were pressed on either blue-marbled or pink vinyl. The first 2000 copies of the Tupelo 7" were pressed on green vinyl. The Tupelo CD contains no credits, nor is the Tupelo company mentioned on the CD packaging. The single version also included an answering machine message at the end of Sliver. The message was left off of Incesticide. Dan Peters plays drums on Sliver. Chad Channing plays drums on Dive. Sliver was written by Kurt Cobain and Chris Novoselic.
Smear, Pat - Nirvana's second guitarist from 1993-94, following John Duncan.
Smells Like Teen Spirit - song #1 on Nevermind. It was released as a single on September 10, 1991. The single's B-sides were "Drain You" (from Nevermind), "Even in His Youth", and "Aneurysm" (recorded January 1, 1991 by Craig Montgomery at Music Source, Seattle). They shot a video for it in 1991, the first of four from Nevermind. It recently was voted best video of the 90's on the MTV Top 100 Countdown. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Something in the Way - song #12 on Nevermind and song #9 on Unplugged. The Unplugged version was included as a B-side on the "About a Girl" single. Most copies of Nevermind include the unlisted track "Endless, Nameless" following it and 10 minutes of silence. Something in the Way written by Kurt Cobain.
Son of a Gun - song #7 on Incesticide, a cover song of the Vaselines. Dave Grohl plays drums on this track. It first appeared on the six song import "Hoarmoaning". Written by Eugene Kelly and Frances McKee.
Spank Thru - track originally recorded in Reciprocal Studios, 12/24/88, and then again in a John Peel Session BBC Broadcast in 1991. It was frequently played live. It also appeared on the Sub Pop 2000 Compilation.
Stain - song #3 on Incesticide. Originally appeared as a B-side on the "Blew" single. Recorded and produced by Steve Fisk at Music Source, Seattle in late summer 1989. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Stain written by Kurt Cobain and Chris Novoselic.
Stay Away - song #10 on Nevermind. The demo version (with different lyrics) of this song entitled "Pay to Play" appeared on the compilation album "DGC Rarities Volume 1". Written by Kurt Cobain.
Sub Pop - Nirvana's record company for Bleach and numerous singles.
Swap Meet - song #9 on Bleach. Chad Channing plays drums on this track. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Sweet Home Alabama - rare track, a cover song of Lynard Skynard. Played only once by Nirvana, 1/20/90 in Tacoma, Washington.
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Talk to Me - rare track, only known to have been played twice, 11/21/91 in Bologne, Italy, and 11/23/91 in Belgium.
Ted, Ed and Fred - this was the band's second name, following Fecal Matter.
Territorial Pissings - song #7 on Nevermind. Written by Kurt Cobain.
tourette's - song #11 on In Utero. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Turnaround - song #5 on Incesticide, a cover song of Devo. Recorded in the U.K. for the BBC Radio 1 John Peel Sessions, and it was produced by Dale Griffin. Dave Grohl plays drums on this track. It first appeared on the six song import "Hoarmoaning". Written by Mark Mothersbaugh and Gerald V. Casale
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Unplugged in NY - Nirvana's fifth album. Released on DGC Records on October 31, 1994. Recorded for MTV's "Unplugged" at Sony Studios, New York on 11/18/93. Songs are 14 at 53:59. "Jesus Wants Me For A Sunbeam" written by Eugene Kelly and Frances McKee, and originally performed by the Vaselines. "The Man Who Sold The World" written and originally performed by David Bowie. "Plateau", "Oh Me" and "Lake Of Fire" written by Curt Kirkwood and originally performed by the Meat Puppets. "Where Did You Sleep Last Night" written by Huddie Ledbetter and originally performed by Leadbelly. All other songs written by Kurt Cobain. Chris Novoselic plays bass, accordion on "Jesus Doesn't Want Me For A Sunbeam", and guitar on "Plateau", "Oh Me" and "Lake Of Fire". Dave Grohl plays drums and vocals as well as bass on "Jesus Doesn't Want Me For A Sunbeam". Pat Smear plays guitar on all tracks. Lori Goldston plays cello on "Jesus Doesn't Want Me For A Sunbeam", "The Man Who Sold The World", "Dumb", "Polly", "On A Plain", "Something In The Way", "All Apologies" and "Where Did You Sleep Last Night". Curt Kirkwood plays guitar on "Plateau", "Oh Me" and "Lake Of Fire". Cris Kirkwood plays guitar and backing vocals on "Plateau" and "Oh Me", and bass on "Lake Of Fire". Produced by Nirvana and Scott Litt. Mixed at Louie's Clubhouse. Art direction and design by Robert Fisher. Photography by Jennifer Youngblood-Grohl and Frank Micelotta.
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Vaselines - original performer of "Molly's Lips", "Son of a Gun" and "Jesus Don't Want Me For a Sunbeam", all songs that Nirvana covered.
Verse Chorus Verse - track that appears on the "No Alternative" compilation. It is also known as on some bootlegs as "Sappy", "Everything and Nothing", "Make You Happy", "The Rocker", and other names. It was recorded during the In Utero sessions in March 1993. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Very Ape - song #7 on In Utero. Written by Kurt Cobain.
Vig, Butch - produced and engineered many of the tracks recorded by Nirvana.
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Wallace Andy-mixed Nevermind and some of the tracks on In Utero.
Where Did You Sleep Last Night?-song #14 on Unplugged. Originally written by Huddie Ledbetter. It also was the set closer for their 11/18/93 MTV Unplugged show in NY. The track was first covered by Mark Lanegan, and it appeared on his album "The Winding Sheet". Kurt and Chris played guitar on the track. Originally performed by Leadbelly.
White Boy Funk Sucks - rare track
Winding Sheet, The-the album by Mark Lanegan that Kurt and Chris played on. Kurt sang backup vocals on "Down in the Dark" and Kurt and Chris played guitar on "Where Did You Sleep Last Night?". It was released in 1990 on Sub Pop.
Wipers, the-band that originally performed "D7" and "Return of the Rat", both songs that Nirvana covered. Both written by Greg Sage.
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Yes, She is My Skinhead - very very rare track, unknown date, etc.
You Got No Right - see "On the Mountain". Courtney Love and Hole covered it at their MTV Unplugged session as You Got No Right.
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All links complete versions of rare songs in Real Audio and zipped format. Thanks to the Nirvana rare songs page.
Disclamer: I did not write all of this stuff, but I am continually editing it. So if you have some rights to it, don't sue me, just drop me a line and I will give you a credit. Thank you.
Back To Nevermind
Na dan (20.2.) kada bi pokojni Kurt Cobain proslavio svoj 40 rođendan fanovi Nirvane izglasali su najslavniji trenutak iz karijere benda. Pobjedu je odnio nastup na Reading festivalu 1992., iza kojeg se nalazi MTV Unplugged, te nastupi na brojnim showovima i razni njihovi hitovi.
Rezultati glasanja:
1. Reading Festival 1992.
2. MTV Unplugged
3. "Smells Like Teen Spirit"
4. Pjevanje krivih riječi na Top Of The Pops
5. "Nevermind" pobijedio Michaela Jacskona na vrhu američkih top ljestvica
6. Nastup na showu The Word
7. Omot albuma "Nevermind"
8. "Come As You Are"
9. Borba hranom i izbacivanje s promocije albuma "Nevermind"
10. Glumljenje predstavnika Madonne i zadirkivanje The Lemonheadsa
11. "Live! Tonight! Sold Out" film
12. Nastup na maskenbalu u Barney Rubble 1993.
13. "Territorial Pissings"
14. "About A Girl"
15. Paljenje šešira Dave Grohla za vrijeme snimanja albuma "In Utero"
16. Zajednička ploča s The Jesus Lizard u Top 40
17. Reading 1991.
18. Majice benda
19. Spot "Heart-Shaped Box"
20. "You Know You're Right"
21. "All Apologies"
22. Uzimanje Pat Smeara u bend
23. The Headbanger's Ball
24. Zadnji koncert u Italiji 1994.
25. Peel Sessions
26. "Breed"
27. "Negative Creep"
28. 1990. UK tour
29. "In Utero"
30. Hrabrenje Dave Grohla da piše pjesme Foo Fightersa
31. Bijelo izdanje albuma "Bleach" 1989.
32. "Pennyroyal Tea"
33. "The Man Who Sold The World", David Bowie obrada
34. Ljubavna scena Kurt Cobain i Kris Novoselic na Saturday Night Live, 1992.
35. "Polly"
36. Rough Trade Records instore.
37. Predgrupa Mudhoneyu u Londonu 1989.
38. Predgrupa Sonic Youthu
39. Rock In Rio, 1993.
40. Dizajniranje Jag-Stag gitare
Prvi put od 2001. godine, otkad postoji Forbesova lista najveće ostvarene posthumne zarade, Elvis Presley nije na vrhu. S 50 milijuna dolara posthumno zarađenih u prošloj godini na vrhu se našao Kurt Cobain, preminuli frontmen grupe Nirvana. Na listi se nalaze i John Lennon, Albert Einstein, Ray Charles, Marilyn Monroe, Bob Marley, George Harrison te mnoga druga poznata imena za koje interes ne jenjava mnogo godina nakon (najčešće prerane i tragične) smrti.
okolnosti njegove smrti još nisu do kraja poznate. Naime, iako je u policijskom izvješću pod uzrokom smrti navedno samoubojstvo, neki forenzičari koji su radili na slučaju ne podržavaju tu tezu. Osim toga, nije sigurno je li Cobain autor spornog pisma u kojem navodno najavljuje da će ostaviti tadašnju suprugu Courtney Love i otići iz glazbenog biznisa.
Iako je davno prestala s radom, grupa Nirvana i danas ima brojne poklonike u svijetu, a njihov lider Kurt Cobain smatra se pionirom grungea, glazbenog pravca koji je obilježio devedesete godine prošlog stoljeća. Album "Nevermind" i pjesma "Smell Like Teen Spirit" iz 1991. godine glazbena je kritika jednoglasno proglasila "jednim od najgenijalnijih uradaka u povijesti glazbe".
KRIS I DAVE VOLJELI SU KURTA JER JE BIO DOBAR,VELIKODUŠAN I DRAG.. ČASOPIS TOTAL GUITAR UVRSTIO JE KURTA NA TOP LJESTVICU 20 NAJBOLJIH GITARISTA SVIH VREMENA!!!Kurt je 12.na toj ljestvici...
Last Days, r. Gus Van Sant
Stidljivo najavljen Van Santov film labavo oslonjen na priču o smrti Kurta Cobaina uvršten je u cannesku službenu konkurenciju. Što nas čeka - u kratkim crtama.
Najavili vam jesmo još tamo prije godinu dana da se stari nezavisni lisac Van Sant misli pozabaviti malo rock'n'roll izdancima sa zapadne američke obale, nevjerojatno sličnim Nirvani i ostalim grungerima (what.tha.fuck.is.grunge!), a sve to zajedno s dragim i mladim prijateljima/glumcima/redateljicama, društvancem koje se već do sada nebrojeno puta ispreplelo u raznim projektima. Tada je to bila skromna najava filma pod imenom 'Last Days' koju bi producentski podržao HBO (partner i na 'Slonu'), a sudbina joj kinoprikazivačka bijaše upitna.
Evo nas godinu dana kasnije na istom mjestu. Film je, među ostalim uratcima velikana sedme umjetnosti, odabran za službenu konkurenciju Cannes film festivala. Mirišemo li mi to canneskog miljenika?! Naime, prije dvije je godine Zlatna palma potpuno otkačila na pregenijalnog 'Slona'. Nastranu s nekim podijeljenim dojmovima, film je zaslužio do jedan zlatni palmin listić. I više od toga, usuđujem se ustvrditi nakon što smo svjedočili prošlogodišnjem pobjedniku (Farhrenheit 9/11).
Michael Pitt glavni je glumac čiji lik problematičnog pjevača kojem je ostalo samo 48 zadnjih sati života i neodoljivo podsjeća na pokojnog Cobaina, ali unatoč istoj životnoj priči i identičnom izgledu – to ipak nije Kurt. Ono što je Van Sant htio postići ovom pričom je određeni lament nad tim posljednjim satima megapopularnog, ali istovremeno i strašno povučenog pjevača. No, govorimo o Blakeu, a ne o Kurtu kao što ste mogli pomisliti. Naravno da je priča inspirirana svršetkom života Nirvaninog pjevača, ali ova je konstrukcija događaja potpuno fiktivna.
Već desetak godina iščekujemo filmsku priču o liku i djelu Kurta Cobaina, a sad je izgleda napokon došao i taj čas! Njegova udovica Courtney Love potpisala je ugovor sa studiom Universal, a na projektu će surađivati kao izvršna producentica. Film će biti ekranizacija knjige 'Heavier Than Heaven', koju je napisao Charles Cross koristeći se neobjavljenim Cobainovim dnevničkim zapisima i intervjuirajući njegove prijetelje i obitelj. Dosada je Kurt inspirirao nekoliko filmova, od kojih su najznačajniji Gus Van Santov 'Posljednji dani' i dokumentarni 'Kurt Cobain: About a Son'.
Zasada nije poznato kakvu će ulogu u ovome filmu imati preživjeli članovi Nirvane - Krist Novoselic i Dave Grohl, koji nisu u najboljim odnosima sa Courtney. Inače pričalo se da je upravo ona za glavnu ulogu odabrala Ewana McGregora. Zasada nema vijesti o redatelju, ali se zna da scenarij piše David Benioff, koji je radio na '25. satu', kontroverznom 'Kite Runneru', a trenutno radi na 'Wolverineu'.
'Wolverine' je priča o liku koji se na velikom platnu pojavio u 'X-man: Posljednja fronta', a ponovo će ga odglumiti Hugh Jackman. On ipak neće biti usamljeni mutant jer, kako javlja Varitey, u filmu će se pojaviti neki likovi iz X-mena, ali i neki posve novi. Film će se baviti Wolverineovom nasilnom i romantičnom prošlosti, a pojasniti će i kako je dobio svoje nadljudske moći.
Kurtovo"oproštajno pismo na Hrvatskom(uspoređeno je s rukopisom njegove žene Courtney i isti je!)
Govoreći jezikom iskusne budale koja bi očito radije bila ponižena, djetinjasta, tužna, ova poruka bi trebalo biti prilično jasna. Sva upozorenja, od mog upoznavanja sa etikama zajedno sa nezavisnošću i zagrljajem vaše zajednice, su se pokazala veoma istinitim. Ja nisam osjećao toliko uzbuđenje slušajući muziku koliko stvarajući je i pišući je toliko godina. Osjećam se krivim radi ovih riječi, npr. kada se povučemo sa bine i pogase se svjetla i kada me masa ljudi zove na bis, to me ne pogađa na isti način kao i Freddy Mercurija koji je, tako se činilo, volio biti obožavan i voljen od te iste mase ljudi, što je nešto što ja veoma cijenim i čeznem. Ja ne mogu od vas napraviti budalu, nikoga od vas, jednostavno nije fer za vas i za mene. najgori čin, koji ja mogu zamisliti, bio bi varajući ljude i folirati da imam 100% zabavu. Ponekad osjećam da bi trebalo osvijestiti se prije nego što izađem na binu. Ja sam pokušao napraviti sve što je u mojoj moći, jesam, Bože, vjeruj mi da jesam, ali to nije dovoljno. Ja poštujem činjenicu da sam utjecao na mnoge ljude.Ja mora da sam jedan od onih narcisoidnih ljudi koji poštuju stvari tek onda kad one nestanu. Ja sam preosjetljiv. Ja bih morao biti lijena osoba koja potcjenjuje a da bih dobio zanos za sve ljude koje osobno znam i za fanove Nirvanine muzike. Svi mi imamo nešto dobro u sebi, i ja mislim da jednostavno previše volim ljude, ali ja jednostavno ne mogu preći preko frustracija, osjećaja krivnje i empatije koju osjećam prema svakom, tako je osjećam da me čini jebeno tužnim. Malog tužnog, osjetljivog, nepoštovanog čovjeka, Isuse, čovjeka!!!
Zašto jednostavno ne možeš uživati? Ne znam, imam poštovanje žene sa slatkim ambicijama i moje kćeri koja me toliko podsjeća na ono što sam ja nekad bio: pun ljubavi i uživanja, prolazeći mirno pored svake osobe misleći da je svako dobar i da me neće povrijediti. To me muči do neke granice koju ne mogu zamisliti. Ne mogu podnijeti misao da Frances postane samouništivi roker koji će se ubiti kao što sam ja postao. Ja sam velik, ali od moje sedme godine ja sam postao mrzovoljan prema svima uopće. Samo zbog toga jer se činilo previše lako za ljude da budu zajedno i da budu empatični. Empatija! Samo zbog toga jer je previše volim i osjećam se žalosno za ljude. Hvala svima za zabrinutost i pisma tokom ovih godina. Ja sam previše zlovoljan, baby! Nemam više želje ni za što i stoga zapamti: BOLJE JE IZGORIJETI NEGO IZBLJEDJETI! MIR, LJUBAV, SLOGA.
KURT COBAIN
Frances i Courtney, bit ću na vašem olatru.
Molim te Courtney, samo nastavi...za Frances, za njen život koji će biti sretniji bez mene.
VOLIM VAS! VOLIM VAS! VOLIM VAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Courtney Love je odlučila: Ewan McGregor glumit će Kurta Cobaina u 'Heavier Than Heaven', prvoj autoriziranoj filmskoj biografiji frontmena Nirvane.
Od potencijalnih kandidata za ulogu Kurta Cobaina u filmu 'Heavier than Heaven' koji nastaje prema istoimenoj knjizi Charlesa Crossa, Courtney Love je odabrala Ewana McGregora. Iako je u 35-oj, mladolika zvijezda 'Trainspottinga' i 'Ratova zvijezda' glumit će frontmena Nirvane koji je počinio samoubojstvo u 27.
Za ulogu se javio velik broj kandidata, no Courtney je odlučila da je Škot najbolji izbor. Još nije odabrala studio, niti redatelja, premda ponude pršte, a koliko je poznato, ni scenarij još nije napisan. Unatoč svemu tome, Love je sigurna kako će film, bude li ikad snimljen biti A produkcija. Love, koju su fanovi Nirvane optuživali da je upravo ona otjerala Kurta u grob, nakon tragedije se nije ponovno udavala i, dok socijalne službe ne odluče suprotno, živi s njihovom kćeri, sad tinejdžericom Frances Bean.
Ovo nije prvi pokušaj filmske biografije Kurta Cobaina. Gus Van Sant je 2005. snimio film 'Posljednji dani' inspiriran Cobainovom tragičnom sudbinom, no taj se film bavi životom Blakea (Michael Pitt), glazbenika iz Seattlea čija karijera samo podsjeća na Cobainovu, pa je film koji Love najavljuje zapravo prva Cobainova autorizirana biografija.
Prije no što uskoči u problematičnu Cobainovu kožu, McGregor će posuditi glas za crtić 'Jackboots on Whitehall', uvrnutu lutkarsku satiru debitantskog redatelja Edwarda McHenrya koja se bazira na fiktivnoj tezi da su Nijemci pobijedili u bitci za Veliku Britaniju u 2. svj. Ratu.
